There are some sad things I want to say. Even though I've been writing stuff in this YouTube channel and uploading videos, I know there are little to no people who care about or even just see my stuff (which makes posts like this look a little silly). I know there are little to no people who watch and genuinely like my videos. Even if I've made my videos mainly for myself, it still stings to see them always ending up being watched and genuinely liked by almost no one, and always ending up fading into extreme obscurity. It is discouraging too. My drawn videos are a type of art form, they take days to make, I put time and effort into them, yet they're also what end up going unseen and not being liked much by others the most. The pictures I've been drawing and posting on other websites at least get some attention and positivity. No, I know it likely will always be like this, I likely won't be more noticed and liked in the future.
In fact, my videos used to be watched and liked by people so very much more in 2012-2014. I used to get thousands of views, many people watching my videos fully, many people liking them. My YouTube channel was one of the 2 main things that made me famous, the other being my DeviantArt. But I left YouTube for years because of wanting to disconnect myself from my past content (I no longer liked my old videos and I didn't want people to watch them anymore, and I wanted to leave a fandom that I had so much bad experiences with, I had left behind and moved on from that type of fandom content I made in 2012-2014 too) and removed my videos from those years from public (just one is still public currently), later I came back to YouTube in 2021, I was sort of rebranded. It was nothing like before. I was no longer someone who made videos that people found and cared about.
I'm not saying I'm quitting YouTube or video making, don't get me wrong. But I just don't like this, it is disappointing and sad. I had some friends who watched and liked my videos in 2022-2023, which I at least found some happiness in at the time, but most of them are no longer in my life at this point either. I just wanted to share my videos with people, some artworks that I made that I enjoy watching, enjoyable watching experiences I created with my time and effort, but people didn't like them, people didn't watch them, people didn't care, still don't, not much people got to find them either, still not much people do. Ouch... If you're somehow someone who actually properly watched/watches and likes my videos from 2020s, I really appreciate you.
BlueCloud49
There are some sad things I want to say. Even though I've been writing stuff in this YouTube channel and uploading videos, I know there are little to no people who care about or even just see my stuff (which makes posts like this look a little silly). I know there are little to no people who watch and genuinely like my videos. Even if I've made my videos mainly for myself, it still stings to see them always ending up being watched and genuinely liked by almost no one, and always ending up fading into extreme obscurity. It is discouraging too. My drawn videos are a type of art form, they take days to make, I put time and effort into them, yet they're also what end up going unseen and not being liked much by others the most. The pictures I've been drawing and posting on other websites at least get some attention and positivity. No, I know it likely will always be like this, I likely won't be more noticed and liked in the future.
In fact, my videos used to be watched and liked by people so very much more in 2012-2014. I used to get thousands of views, many people watching my videos fully, many people liking them. My YouTube channel was one of the 2 main things that made me famous, the other being my DeviantArt. But I left YouTube for years because of wanting to disconnect myself from my past content (I no longer liked my old videos and I didn't want people to watch them anymore, and I wanted to leave a fandom that I had so much bad experiences with, I had left behind and moved on from that type of fandom content I made in 2012-2014 too) and removed my videos from those years from public (just one is still public currently), later I came back to YouTube in 2021, I was sort of rebranded. It was nothing like before. I was no longer someone who made videos that people found and cared about.
I'm not saying I'm quitting YouTube or video making, don't get me wrong. But I just don't like this, it is disappointing and sad. I had some friends who watched and liked my videos in 2022-2023, which I at least found some happiness in at the time, but most of them are no longer in my life at this point either. I just wanted to share my videos with people, some artworks that I made that I enjoy watching, enjoyable watching experiences I created with my time and effort, but people didn't like them, people didn't watch them, people didn't care, still don't, not much people got to find them either, still not much people do. Ouch... If you're somehow someone who actually properly watched/watches and likes my videos from 2020s, I really appreciate you.
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