Dear everyone, I'm back in the land of the living as Ren says. I am because of what I am and what I was made for. I thank you all for 32 subs, means a lot. That means I can also go and livestream the closer I am to 50 subs I also wanted to talk about my best friend who is missing out of my life right now. Benji. My yt friend has ran off, blocked me on discord, and won't post anymore on yt. I don't know why but I hope he is okay cause I truly miss him I feel like part of me has a fault over it and if he is reading this I'm sorry I'm too worried. I don't even know where he is. If I could say something to him right now, I would say "I'm so proud of you and I miss you, I've wanted to talk to you and say so much I've been meaning to say." And hug him. I'm so proud of a lot of people but I truly hope that Benji isn't hurt and I pray for him I've been trying. I hope he understands that I don't want to do this without him.
I also miss my grandma. I'd walk down the half of a mile run down by the country side to her house to talk to her every once in a while. We would also eat food or have events there. It was like a safe haven. But my grandma was soon to go, she was sweet. Throwing every last thing she could before she died. I bet if I could tell her my whole life story before she died, I would. All I can say is that she is probably eating lunch in the sky withy friends Grandma 🙂
I also have been missing myself, I've been changed so much since a little over a year ago near my birthday (March 17) and I didn't have to worry about much. I had some good times and small hard times. How I could've boiled it down. I've been wondering how it could have been if I would have been myself a year ago now. I don't think I would understand as much as I did. I'm still trying to figure it out. Forgive me as I go down this path into right or wrong - Robert End typing 6:06 PM
CODE RED
4:46 time of typing | 26 Sep 2025
Dear everyone,
I'm back in the land of the living as Ren says. I am because of what I am and what I was made for.
I thank you all for 32 subs, means a lot. That means I can also go and livestream the closer I am to 50 subs
I also wanted to talk about my best friend who is missing out of my life right now. Benji. My yt friend has ran off, blocked me on discord, and won't post anymore on yt. I don't know why but I hope he is okay cause I truly miss him
I feel like part of me has a fault over it and if he is reading this I'm sorry
I'm too worried. I don't even know where he is. If I could say something to him right now, I would say
"I'm so proud of you and I miss you, I've wanted to talk to you and say so much I've been meaning to say."
And hug him. I'm so proud of a lot of people but I truly hope that Benji isn't hurt and I pray for him
I've been trying. I hope he understands that I don't want to do this without him.
I also miss my grandma. I'd walk down the half of a mile run down by the country side to her house to talk to her every once in a while.
We would also eat food or have events there. It was like a safe haven. But my grandma was soon to go, she was sweet. Throwing every last thing she could before she died.
I bet if I could tell her my whole life story before she died, I would. All I can say is that she is probably eating lunch in the sky withy friends Grandma 🙂
I also have been missing myself, I've been changed so much since a little over a year ago near my birthday (March 17) and I didn't have to worry about much. I had some good times and small hard times. How I could've boiled it down.
I've been wondering how it could have been if I would have been myself a year ago now. I don't think I would understand as much as I did. I'm still trying to figure it out. Forgive me as I go down this path into right or wrong
- Robert
End typing 6:06 PM
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