Park Chim Chim

Hi everyone
Just felt like sharing this for those who’ve been wondering why I disappeared without saying anything… ✨

In 2018, I finally got a job after my unemployment phase and had to focus fully on that. A year later, my laptop broke and I lost everything, my editing tools, files, and even main access to this channel. I felt stuck and heartbroken but I had no choice but to let it go 💔

In 2020, a new chapter in my life quietly began, got married, and became a mom to my little sunshine ✨

From that point on, my world revolved around building my little family. I still loved BTS, still followed them, still smiled every time I heard their music but I was fangirling silently, as a wife and a mom. Offline 🥹

Finally, in 2025, I’ve started to find little moments of “me time” again. I’ve slowly returned to editing BTS videos, something I’ve always loved ✨

So yeah life happened. But now that things feel more steady and I’ve found my rhythm again I can finally fangirl like I used to. It’s been 7 years, but I’m back. Still an ARMY, always an ARMY 🥹💜

Tonight, I finally read all the messages you left on my previous BBMA posts and it felt like opening a time capsule. After all these years, your words truly touched my heart. I’m honestly so moved and thankful 🙏🏻💜

Dear everyone who left kind messages while I was away, thank you from the bottom of my heart. Reading your words now means more than you can imagine 😭🫶🏻

I truly hope you’re all doing well, healthy, and happy wherever you are. May life treat you kindly, just like the kindness you showed me 💜

If you’re still here after all this time, thank you 🙏🏻
And if you’re new, welcome 🫶
Let’s enjoy this comeback, together 💜

Sending love,
from me - Park Chim Chim 💜

Btw If you’d like to share your fangirling journey here, please feel free to do so. I’d love to read them! ✨

3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 264



@BTSBEINGBTSYT 

I'm glad you're doing okay! Congratulations on your baby and marriage! That's huge! 2018 was a bit odd for me, as well, in the sense that I lost my channel twice due to hacking. I never thought I'd get it back. YouTube's team told me no at the time, but by some miracle, I regained access to it, but to this day, my original email address is still hacked and essentially gone. I hope we can catch up and chat some day!

3 months ago | 22  

@koolvein_klein

Oh my god you're a mom now!? Congratulations!! I used to watch your videos when i was kid now im adult and second year medical student on my way to become doctor😭I am so happy youre finding your me time again. All the best to you and your baby

3 months ago | 13  

@CMJoules

Congratulations on your new journey, new baby, and life goes on. It's okay to find yourself and love your life. And yes, once an Army, always an Army!

3 months ago | 3  

@shreeyasawant6523

Congratulations!! I had watched your videos as a baby army and I too cheered on BTS from sideline in the last couple of years.. life really gets in the way sometime. So happy for you and welcome back!!! Discharge BTS era is truly bringing all og armys back together!!

3 months ago | 9  

@alperry02

That's wonderful life milestones you've had! Congratulations!! So lovely to see you again!💜

3 months ago | 4  

@syu__

omg 😭😭😭 you carried my baby armys day in 2017 😭😭😭 welcome back btw 🥹 and congrats for your little happy fam

3 months ago | 2  

@kybunnii

Omg❤. Congrats on marriage & motherhood🥺!! Life does indeed move on but I'm glad you found your passion for editing agai

3 months ago | 2  

@PurpleAurora7

Congratulations on your marriage and being a mom! I joined the fandom during military era (may-june 23), and watched quite a lot of your videos, so glad you are doing okay, and you're back! As you said, let’s enjoy this comeback together 💜 I'm super excited since I haven't experienced how a BTS comeback feels yet, and I'm going to uni soon, so yeah life goes on heh

3 months ago | 1  

@onceanarmytwiceanexo-lthri6126

We love you mama chimchim!!❤

3 months ago (edited) | 3  

@justyourbasicarmy9303

i stopped commenting on anything on the internet after 2018 but it’s really good to see that you’ve hit so many milestones in the last couple years. i found bts and this channel in 2017, as i freshly started my freshman year of high school. over the years i was very into being an ARMY, but nearing the end of covid I found myself slipping. as soon as i started college my interests completely changed and i lived the next 4 years of my life barely in the k-pop world. i only heard that bts was going to the army, i never saw it. i just graduated college, and one of the first things i saw was this post. it brought me back to all of the memes and although cringey back then, helped me grow as a person in one of the most influential times in my life. thank you and thank bts for being such a huge part of my life. i’ll never forget your videos. congrats on your motherhood, i’ll be watching your videos!

3 months ago | 4  

@serene9532

what a lovely update. congratulations ❤

3 months ago | 2  

@SpringDaysToCome

Congrats on your new beginnings and welcome back ❤

3 months ago | 4  

@BTSBEINGBTSYT 

💜

3 months ago | 0

@jiminieOT7

Hiii! You don't know but your videos literally made me laugh and happy everytime like you are the OG ARMY! I swear I thank you soo soo much for coming back and also congratulations for becoming a mom! I wish you all the best and you are doing awesome right now! I can't wait for BTS to make new content like OMG! Also DONT listen to these haters like anyone can take a break and come back. It's a fandom and everyone is welcome here! These days toxic armys grew more☹️ which is sad but it's okay! WOAH I'm so excited for the BTS concert and OT7 lives maybe run BTS episodes will be back!!!? I love you so much! Keep shining

3 months ago | 4  

@ceo_of_shawols

Oh my god😭😭 I've been a follower for years and literally grew up watching your videos while stanning BTS (12 yo - almost 21 now) and you can't imagine how happy it makes me to see you settle in life 😭♥️ Congratulations for every achievemen

3 months ago | 1