I remember reading the posts saying that your father was ill and he passed away last year. I also lost one of my family members on the Fall Festival (Halloween); my grandfather. He died of Covid-19/tumor/bladder cancer.
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Hey Ashen Wolf I remember this from a year ago and don't worry. Mourning for a year it's not bad, let your time, all you need to do so it, even if it's year and a half. It can get better but it's good to have those emotions out and not bottle them up; if you share those feelings knowing your loved ones also loved him, you can feel at least a little bit reconforted in that. I know it will be hard, but I wish the best to you and your family to keep pushing through it. But remember there's nothing wrong if sometimes you need to stop a little to reminisce about some times, and have that little rest, what's important is that you feel you're in the right place with the loss/grief. I still do, and I don't know if it's better or not, but I know it gets better and you remember passed loved ones with a smile (for you) and for who they were with the good moments.
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I'm so sorry for your loss... Again. I'm sure your father is smiling to you in Heaven. 😭 (I'm still the same Magna64, just switched my YouTube name since I felt like the name "Magna64" didn't fit me anymore
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Ashen Wolf
Yesterday was the anniversary of father passing away a year ago, for obvious reasons I didn't upload anything because I was away with my family to get together so we could reconnect with each other and remember the days when he was still with us. I'll be honest with you guys, I said that I moved on from his passing, but in reality for almost all of last year there were moments where I couldn't stop thinking about him or what he went through before his untimely end.
I would especially think about him at night before I went to bed and I'd also think of others that are currently going through what he went through and I would feel terrible for them, for those who have gone through it and for those who will go through with the struggles of having cancer. You have my deepest sympathies for it. It truly is a horrible experience. I pray that you all recover from it as quickly as possible.
Enough of that, I'm doing much better from the past months that I had been. I'm just going to keeping going forward with what I've got and be fine with it. I'll be publishing my next episode of Engage in a little bit. I just thought I should let everyone know what was happening yesterday and that I was doing fine. Anyways, stay safe everyone. My prayers are with you all.
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