If you guys don't know I have autism and it triggers different emotions in me
Whenever I do sub seasons or if I get eliminated my anger gets triggered by eliminations or being called a threat
This year has been really rough for me I was kicked out of sister's house I lost my mamaw I was kicked out of a bunch of sub seasons and I lost a bunch of my friends too
And 2025 has been the worst year of my life
And my mental health has been shitty all year long
And I already partied ways with Caleb and Jake for getting me into this mess
And I also cut ties with Amy and Amanda and Leah for not being good friends to me
And I am no longer friends with Benji or venomous either for everything that happened this year
And I don't know if I want to stay in the community much longer
More of my friends have already left the community
And I have been feeling burnt out depressed sad all the time
I have been quiet as well I haven't been active as I used to be because of my mental health and not feeling like myself
And I'm really sorry for not responding to anyone else as well
I'm not guilt tripping people anymore but myself
I hope you guys understand how rough it has been lately
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Feeling sad again
Not guilt tripping anyone
I haven't been in the right head space either
I have been feeling burnt out as well
My mental issues hasn't been the best either
That's how I feel at this point in the year
If you guys don't know I have autism and it triggers different emotions in me
Whenever I do sub seasons or if I get eliminated my anger gets triggered by eliminations or being called a threat
This year has been really rough for me I was kicked out of sister's house I lost my mamaw I was kicked out of a bunch of sub seasons and I lost a bunch of my friends too
And 2025 has been the worst year of my life
And my mental health has been shitty all year long
And I already partied ways with Caleb and Jake for getting me into this mess
And I also cut ties with Amy and Amanda and Leah for not being good friends to me
And I am no longer friends with Benji or venomous either for everything that happened this year
And I don't know if I want to stay in the community much longer
More of my friends have already left the community
And I have been feeling burnt out depressed sad all the time
I have been quiet as well I haven't been active as I used to be because of my mental health and not feeling like myself
And I'm really sorry for not responding to anyone else as well
I'm not guilt tripping people anymore but myself
I hope you guys understand how rough it has been lately
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