hi my lovely mochis!! haven’t been on here in ages i know i know. same with discord, sure i show up sometimes but honestly have no interacted with the community in so long. well i am here and just want to explain to you guys for my absence and my future plans for my channel.
!! trigger warning, it does not go too specific but still slight vent !!
for about a month i have been inactive (basing off my last video posted). everyone goes through multiple rough patches in life, and i unfortunately was and am going through one again. first off i was just in a horrible unmotivated mental state and could not bring myself to even get myself out of bed. grades was dropping, tests were piling up, and i couldn’t even properly socialize with my loved ones. soon AP exams was announced, and that’s when i started panicking more. that’s when i became even MORE dead because i actually started paying attention in my class and studying for weeks on end. i took the exam yesterday, and it made me sosososos tired. i know i did my best, just wish i could’ve done better in some points. well i’m finding out my score in june </3 hopefully i passes !! manifesting a good 4/5!!
anyways. i also went through moments of questioning about my relationships, friendships, sexuality, gender, and who i am. but recently things have been going slowly but smoothly. and i have my moments, but i see light at the end. and i’ve been trying a bit more to become better ever since that whole fiasco.
furthermore from that i would like to say that i am going to be posting a new video soon!! i got a lot of content from the server and cannot wait to share it with you all.
another fyi is recently, i deleted genshin, and am not actively interacting with the fandom anymore. i know my server and content is based around that, and i have nothing against it. just saying i may stop posting genshin for a while. and start posting about other things! and hopefully grow my audience and possibly connect with you even more. i do hope you’ll stick with me for this journey of growth.
thank you for reading my long message. and thank you for the support always. i appreciate you all everyday, and am very proud of you. thank you again.
theminimochi
hi my lovely mochis!! haven’t been on here in ages i know i know. same with discord, sure i show up sometimes but honestly have no interacted with the community in so long. well i am here and just want to explain to you guys for my absence and my future plans for my channel.
!! trigger warning, it does not go too specific but still slight vent !!
for about a month i have been inactive (basing off my last video posted). everyone goes through multiple rough patches in life, and i unfortunately was and am going through one again. first off i was just in a horrible unmotivated mental state and could not bring myself to even get myself out of bed. grades was dropping, tests were piling up, and i couldn’t even properly socialize with my loved ones. soon AP exams was announced, and that’s when i started panicking more. that’s when i became even MORE dead because i actually started paying attention in my class and studying for weeks on end. i took the exam yesterday, and it made me sosososos tired. i know i did my best, just wish i could’ve done better in some points. well i’m finding out my score in june </3 hopefully i passes !! manifesting a good 4/5!!
anyways. i also went through moments of questioning about my relationships, friendships, sexuality, gender, and who i am. but recently things have been going slowly but smoothly. and i have my moments, but i see light at the end. and i’ve been trying a bit more to become better ever since that whole fiasco.
furthermore from that i would like to say that i am going to be posting a new video soon!! i got a lot of content from the server and cannot wait to share it with you all.
another fyi is recently, i deleted genshin, and am not actively interacting with the fandom anymore. i know my server and content is based around that, and i have nothing against it. just saying i may stop posting genshin for a while. and start posting about other things! and hopefully grow my audience and possibly connect with you even more. i do hope you’ll stick with me for this journey of growth.
thank you for reading my long message. and thank you for the support always. i appreciate you all everyday, and am very proud of you. thank you again.
much love,
mochi 🤍
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