Once in awhile I find myself checking up on ur channel with the smallest bit of hope to see at the very least a community post. I hope u both r healthy and happy irl
1 month ago | 21
To this day, the butler continues to dust the long quiet manor...
2 years ago | 145
paying my respects to one of my favorite creators. sucks it all ended so abruptly
1 year ago | 63
your channel got me thru my first year of university. every morning on my ride to the campus id watch ur videos and it calmed my severe anxiety so so much. even since your break i’ve been watching ur videos / previous lives to fall asleep and they never let me down :). ever since then i’ve been supporting you. it saddens me to see the horrible comments and accusations thrown at you especially the ones regarding things the people themselves can control. although i personally feel you shouldn’t have to apologise (considering the fact it was for ur mental health) but still thank u. from all of our behalf, please take all the time you want. stay safe, hydrated and make sure to eat! <3
2 years ago (edited) | 5
This is definitely something I don’t at all know much about but I wish you the best regardless of what happens next or how long it takes. Look after yourself bossman x
2 years ago | 8
I know you might still be reading these, albeit silently, and I just want to let you know that it's alright. Your mental health is important, and even if you don't come back to this, don't feel pressured to do so either. You made some really great content, and that's enough for me. Thank you again for everything you've done, and I hope you're doing alright. Take care!
4 months ago (edited) | 7
hey rekken, you’re human. there’s no need to apologize for that. that’s all you needed to say, and all you need to know is that the people who are here, will continue to support you no matter what. we love you, & we’ll be here to enjoy more content when you’re ready to share with us again :)
2 years ago | 170
You should note: the rude comments are just proof of how much people care about what you put out, they care enough and are emotionally invested enough to feel betrayed, as extreme as that may sound. Your voice has such a positive impact, the matching negativity will exist. You’re great, take care.
2 years ago | 63
i remember when i created content on a platform the amount of burn out i had constantly was crazy. it was constant and i would have to leave for months with nothing to give my followers. i’m glad you’re feeling better we all understand. we all are just happy that you’re with us again. people will always hate even if there is no reason. try to not let it affect you. you’re a human being we all make mistakes. WE LOVE YOU!!!
2 years ago | 1
hi! its alright as long as ur okay dw about it, we understand u! Always be safe and okay🤍
2 years ago | 5
Take care of yourself ♡ You crossed my mind today so I searched your channel
2 years ago | 9
Hey man it's alright, if anything this post was a relief to me and a lot of other peeps that you haven't given up on this channel yet : D And as one of the few ASMRists that gives me quality tingles, I'll definitely still support you, granted it's just watching and liking your videos as I can't really gib money-
2 years ago | 132
I myself was a patreon for some time and canceled that subscription because I didn't receive the content I hoped for. There were no reasons to complain. Still a subscriber on YT tho because those bf videos are God level quality, can't get enough of those ones
2 years ago | 0
I feel you on a lot of levels man. It's hard to keep up with making content, especially like you do. Just stay true to yourself, do what's right, and try to ignore the people giving hate. Your actions will speak for themselves! Full support from me!
2 years ago | 0
Thanks for your channel and all the videos.They literally kept me company.
2 years ago | 0
Rekken and Yu
Hi everyone, Rekken here; I'm sure some of you are upset with me, but a lot of you have been understanding too. That being said, let me just jump into it.
Long story short, I've experienced a bit of a burn out with this channel. I've felt it coming for a while, but never really, truly expressed it in ways other than just dropping creating content overall for brief periods of time. I understand it's been about two months now since you've last heard anything, and some of you are upset, (especially the members) that I didn't give any warning of this possible absence. That's on me.
However, to suggest in the comments that I "took the money and ran" is something that really makes me sad. We have everything available for a dollar a month on this channel. I know it's a luxury to afford online subscriptions, but I've felt that to the best of my ability, I've tried to cater to as wide of an audience as I can in my time on this platform without creating a huge pay wall; and to see that repaid with nasty comments really hurts. Please cancel your subscription or chargeback the money if it's something that is ACTUALLY affecting you, there's no need for spreading exaggerated lies.
Content will still be posted in the future, this channel hasn't been "abandoned", but in light of some recent threads on our videos/past livestreams, I don't feel comfortable streaming to people who make instant assumptions. Again, not sending a warning/ keeping you updated was all on me, and that's going to naturally draw speculation, but the manner in which some people responded felt a little unprecedented.
I'm not perfect, I'm human too, and I hope that those of you who still support my fairly inconsistent work can forgive me. I need a bit more time away from this channel, but I will be back in some capacity in the near future.
If you took the time to read this thank you, appreciate you, and hope you have a good rest of your day/weekend ^^
2 years ago | [YT] | 2,527