𝐑𝐮𝐛𝐢𝐞𖹭𝐐𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧

i saw your post, and i ignored it… maybe because i didn’t know what to say without breaking again. but the truth is, i miss you. i miss how everything used to feel so warm with you around. i left because even though you were active, you stopped seeing me. i mentioned you, waited for a reply that never came. you drifted away, and it hurt more than i ever said. seeing you mention liza first broke something in me, not because i’m jealous, but because i thought i was your person, the one who mattered a little more. i hate how possessive i sound, but that’s just how my heart works when i love, it’s never halfway. you’ve always been my first, my safe place, the one i’d choose over anyone, even people in my real life. maybe that’s my fault, but you were always mine. i’m sorry if i made you feel suffocated, i never meant to. i just cared too much, maybe in the wrong way. but i swear, every piece of me still wants you here. and if you ever feel like i was too much… i’d rather be too much for you than nothing at all. 🫶🏼💔

I hope this was the last misunderstanding between us ‪@SooyaJenzzy‬

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