Rukojiツ

I'm gonna yap a lot here, so bear with me :)

I've accidentally deleted Alight Motion about 4 times in my whole editing career. But in this crash, I kinda lost all motivation.

It's not just because of this, I'm kinda not enjoying editing lately. As you may know, I edit with a potato phone. I got a new laptop a while ago, but I kinda suck at editing with a laptop. And my laptop is secondhand, so it also heats up pretty quickly. That's why I'm sticking with the potato phone.

And I feel like I have pressure editing these days. No, I'm not constantly editing, but it's just that my vids these days got a lot of compliments and I'm really happy of course( I love compliments:D). But I never did well with compliments, and pressure is starting to sink in. I feel like I have to do something bigger next time around. So I force myself to edit these days.

Today I created a new project. All of my stuff is gone, so I'm kinda starting back from scratch. It was a requested edit. As I was editing, the only thing on my mind was to finish it. At the same time, I can't rush. I have to do something good. (I'm aware I'm nowhere near a really good editor's level,just wanted to say that while writing this.). So I keep editing, experiment with rarely used effects, with pressure on my mind.

So the post is really long now, but what I'm trying to say is: I'm gonna quit for a while. Maybe when I can enjoy editing again (and when I get a new device to edit peacefully without crashing out xD), I'll be back.

So bye guys. See y’all in the next vid.

Also this fan art is from my friend ‪@FuyulTere‬ . Go check them out. They are underrated re zero editor and artist.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 30



@Anime_Experience

Yeah this is pretty relatable and I can understand the burnt out feeling. Enjoy your break dude and will still be here once you decide to return✌️

2 weeks ago | 0  

@Nedaj171

I get it take All the time you need man 👍

2 weeks ago (edited) | 0  

@aks2om

The important thing in life is to enjoy, so it's a good decision. Don't worry bro I will be waiting for you 😌

2 weeks ago | 0  

@SlickTheHistorian

Take your time man we'll be waiting no need to pressure yourself

2 weeks ago | 1  

@Exmax_Editz

Sad to hear there will be no edits for soemtime but hope u get some good motivation(or a better device)soon. Gl for everything man

2 weeks ago | 0  

@DelusionalMf618

Oh... That's a shame to see that. But definitely for the better, since doing something under the pressure is, obviously, never an enjoyable activity. So...good luck, and no need to pressure yourself 🙏 Cyaaa

2 weeks ago (edited) | 1  

@reblex3697

Hopefully u doin okay This is why I've grown to find fun even in the face of torment and suffering, that way, pressure goes completely non existentent for me

2 weeks ago | 0  

@ShadowEclipse-j7k

It doesn't matter just do what you enjoy doing the most important part is you are happy.

2 weeks ago | 0  

@Re_Zero_Fan_Edits

Don’t be afraid to take a break, you deserve it.

2 weeks ago | 0  

@Yoymo144

I honestly cant relate with you anymore and I'm sorry for you having to loose all you hard work. Like 2 months ago my channel got deleted a month ago which I finally reached 200 subs which ik is not alot but yeah idk I kinda lost where i was going with this 😭🙏 but idk bro but I hope you get that motivation again. I lost all mine

2 weeks ago | 0  

@mickeelsolomon7743

take your time man dw.

2 weeks ago | 0  

@Pasire_Oliver

You sound like Subaru on arc4 Just chill the world will not end just because you take a break

2 weeks ago (edited) | 3  

@SubaruEditzz

So no edits for a while 😭😭

2 weeks ago | 1  

@falakkhanfalakkhan517

comeback stronger ❤

2 weeks ago | 0  

@NatsumiScwartz

Good luck bro 🤞

2 weeks ago | 0  

@FuyulTere

Noo my goat Wouldn't up for long time 😔👆, btw Bruh you should Give my another account that maining rezero edit .. Take a rest bro, and il wait for your comebac

2 weeks ago (edited) | 2