Joe i feel this with my soul and im going through the same dang thing! Once i set myself free from YT though i feel so amazing and i can still play games with people. The numbers of youtube really got to me. YT can be alot and for me it took away my passion for games and made gaming feel like i HAD to be playing something. I hope you figure out whatever you need for yourself. You are always welcome to come play games with us as well. So dont feel like you are alone. I know you have tons of friends that will help you through this tho too! You got this and remember YOU ABSOLUTELY ROCK Dont ever change.
4 weeks ago
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Joe C
I talked about this in my Discord server, but I'll give a little synopsis here.
Basically, these past few months have been absolute hell for me. I have faked a smile a lot of the time, and to be honest, I don't know whether it's a burnout or if I'm just tired, but there is a small possibility I could be taking an extended break. I don't know if this is certain because to be honest, my mind has been going all over the place and maybe this is me just saying shit I don't mean, but I am really leaning to not streaming for quite a while. Or maybe I'll limit it to 3 times a week instead of every fucking day. I won't get too personal here, but with everything that's been happening with me, and everything that's been happening all around the country, I might just need a few. Like I said, this is not certain and don't be surprised if I decide to stream later on this week, but for today especially, I need a break. I'll be back when I am ready. And the schedule will probably not stay. It'll probably just be whatever the hell I want when I want.
Either way, I'll see you later.
4 weeks ago | [YT] | 10