Noir.Hyacinth

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I don’t really share anything personal on here but as I previously mentioned I’ve been having a rough couple of days and it only got worse. These are pictures of my baby boy Karma (no not after the Taylor Swift song but it’s a fun coincidence). I found him back in 2020 and decided to keep him. These past couple of days he was refusing to eat or drink water even after taking him to the vet. I took him again yesterday only for him to pass away at the clinic. All this to say that I probably won’t post anything for a while so consider this a hiatus. Please don’t ask me for new animatics. Right now I’m just trying to remember my baby how he was before he got sick and I think it’s gonna take time for me to recover.

To anyone who has lost a beloved pet before, I’m so sorry for your loss. This isn’t a pain I would wish on anyone. It’s utterly gutting and it feels like a part of me went with him.

He was the sweetest boy and he never scratched anyone on purpose. He was the embodiment of the phrase “scaredy cat” but he was my scaredy cat. He had a derpy little face and an even derpier meow that sounded more like a chirp but he was my baby. He was healthy up until Monday and he just got bad so fast. I wasn’t mentally prepare to lose him so now I’m doing my best to grapple with his passing.

I get his ashes in two weeks, here’s hoping that I don’t cry myself to sleep again 🤞

If you read this far then thank you for reading and I hope you have a wonderful day, especially if you have a furry best friend 🥲

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