Not worth it bro at all ik from my personal experience with life decisions just dont quit keep pushing and one day you will look back and realize it was never worth quitting what i love :)
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Hey, I know I'm not a very active person on YouTube, but I've been through this kinda thing before. (Except the cutting... I instead had more... Thoughts...) But besides similarities, If ya ever need people to go to, I'm sure I'll be able to help out any way I can. If ya need to talk with someone, talk to someone you trust. Or if you want to try talking to someone new and just rant about what's bothering you or your thoughts and insecurities, you can find someone here within this community you've helped build. Maybe don't focus on us for a while, we can live without content! You're top priority is to find some form of help or find some way to help boost your mental health. Making content takes a toll on the mind and it can lead to many issues if you just let the stress build up! So right now, please just focus on getting better. We can wait and I'm sure we'll be here every step of the way! (I know this entire thing sounds... Strange... But I don't exactly know in what words could describe the simple fact that there's people who've experienced similar things and there's always people willing to help you through what ever youight be going through.)
1 week ago
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♥︎¡VANITY!~
//WARNING, VENTING POST\\
Ok guys. I think it's time I get serious bout something.
You see, im not the best person (I mean who is) it's like... like im getting treat like a pawn to everyone else's games (cringy af ik💔) but damn..it's like im being used but can't help but to just...enjoy it. I can't really do anything because my friends wont care, my family's busy and stuff km getting really demotive and hateful to myself, like im not doing enough for me, for you guys
//WARNING. PAST THIS POINT IS V E R Y SENSITIVE\\ today at school. , I tried c#ting mys#lf with scissors and a pencil... and I'm starting to feel much more depressed now a d unmotivated, but I'll keep trying for you guys
Love you
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