Hey everyone.. I wanted to announce smtg, Actually I'm not an army anymore..like, at first I used to say, "why"?! but then I understood that I can't force myself..I don't hate them tho..like they are very good and humble people..they deserve everything!
But sometimes I feel guilty also..cuz, I left them so early..I only stanned them for two years-
This is also one of the reason for quitting yt.. actually I unstanned them a long time ago, like 6 months ago or smtg, but I didn't inform y'all because I thought that I'll receive hate..but now I'm telling cuz, I think I should not hide this thing..I'm just an ex army, I don't hate them or smtg..tho now, they aren't in my heart anymore but they used to stay in my heart..I have experienced that how it feels staying with them, how good it used to feel when I was in love with them..
hazza
Hey everyone..
I wanted to announce smtg,
Actually I'm not an army anymore..like, at first I used to say, "why"?! but then I understood that I can't force myself..I don't hate them tho..like they are very good and humble people..they deserve everything!
But sometimes I feel guilty also..cuz, I left them so early..I only stanned them for two years-
This is also one of the reason for quitting yt.. actually I unstanned them a long time ago, like 6 months ago or smtg, but I didn't inform y'all because I thought that I'll receive hate..but now I'm telling cuz, I think I should not hide this thing..I'm just an ex army, I don't hate them or smtg..tho now, they aren't in my heart anymore but they used to stay in my heart..I have experienced that how it feels staying with them, how good it used to feel when I was in love with them..
So yeah!
And
So sorry for everything :(
2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 4