๐Ÿคโ€ข๐€๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž๐ง ่Šฑ

Hey guys,I just wanted to let y'all know that I am not coming online in yt until Shizou(โ€ช@shizou._.officialโ€ฌ)comes back!๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป

I am not gonna lie,actually without shizou I sometimes feel like questioning my existence.i don't really feed good without her in here,besides she's the biggest reason why I am still here on yt along with my friends~!๐Ÿ™ƒ

She is also the biggest reason why I feel seen.
While she's not here,I feel like everything's blank like everything seems WRONG without her,and it even makes me question "why am I still here in yt?"..

Her not being around makes me feel sad & unseen .. but I am not blaming it on y'all!
You guys are such awesome friends that I don't deserve to have,I appreciate the support each of you have given to me.like I mean my gratefulness to y'all could never be expressed in some fvcking numbers ๐Ÿฅ€

Erm I don't have anything else to say,therefore I just hope for y'all to take care of yourselves.
I will see you all again when Shizou comes back,so yeah I am out.๐Ÿค

3 days ago | [YT] | 8,082