Lately I've seen a lot of constant discouragement. Not being a good part of my parents, or myself.
I'm getting really tired with school, suffering from insomnia, not dealing with my past relationship traumas, since the person goes to the same school as me. (The person who did this to me, if you're reading, go fuck yourself, you destroyed my life.).
Now about FNF, and the possible future of my channel:
But the point is, I know this will end, but I can't act like that. I feel like FNF isn't the same anymore, I really try my best not to leave this community. But it's kind of difficult.
Covers are no longer fun for me, trying something different is not for me, I think about BETADCIU but it would just be a different way of covering, trying to create songs? I already tried, and it didn't turn out great, I don't know how to create sprites either, other than I don't know exactly if the problem is with me or if it's what I'm doing.
When future projects will end, I mean, W.I Reincarnation, or another Mod that I will be in, I feel like it will be my goodbye to this community, as soon as it ends, I will say goodbye to everyone. And may everyone be well.
I know that this sadness will end soon, but I can't evolve anymore, it seems like I only progress with basic things. Anyway.. I hope you understand. See you soon.
Papudin ツ
Lately I've seen a lot of constant discouragement. Not being a good part of my parents, or myself.
I'm getting really tired with school, suffering from insomnia, not dealing with my past relationship traumas, since the person goes to the same school as me. (The person who did this to me, if you're reading, go fuck yourself, you destroyed my life.).
Now about FNF, and the possible future of my channel:
But the point is, I know this will end, but I can't act like that. I feel like FNF isn't the same anymore, I really try my best not to leave this community. But it's kind of difficult.
Covers are no longer fun for me, trying something different is not for me, I think about BETADCIU but it would just be a different way of covering, trying to create songs? I already tried, and it didn't turn out great, I don't know how to create sprites either, other than I don't know exactly if the problem is with me or if it's what I'm doing.
When future projects will end, I mean, W.I Reincarnation, or another Mod that I will be in, I feel like it will be my goodbye to this community, as soon as it ends, I will say goodbye to everyone. And may everyone be well.
I know that this sadness will end soon, but I can't evolve anymore, it seems like I only progress with basic things.
Anyway..
I hope you understand.
See you soon.
-Carl.
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