At the starting of 2024 i was a big loner, a loser, a good for nothing...i can't do anything, maybe it's because i was infected with a disease called "loveria", obsession...the thought of someone making me fulfill crossing my mind, like that's the whole reason for my life...i was stupid, naive but more importantly i trust anyone easily... Before 2024 i was in a relationship with a girl who was living in America, but the thing didn't stay long enough as that came to an end...then 2024 started...i went in a relationship with a girl who i guess everybody knows..but some misunderstandings made it sour (she's now my friend) and then at july month i went in a relationship with a girl who helped me in an indirect way to make me who i am right now... As always i was scrolling through insta and saw some old dm with her... So painfully nostalgic... The relationship didn't work out in the end... But now it's 2025 and it's been 1 year now since that relationship... Looking back at it now, made me realized just how much i changed emotionally and mentally... Before that i never made friends irl and spent my time talking to her day and night it also effected my academics... But i was head over heels for her back then what can i say, i never had any female friends irl nor any school friends which i can talk with... But 2025 was truly life changing for me... I started again from the scratch, get my life together, start focusing on my academic and myself.. I did everything to make a changes everyday even if it's small... And now, I'm happy... I started living my life more openly, i stopped hating myself for not having talents.. But at the end i finally understood that i am also special in a way that maybe called as a talent in someone's perspective... I love myself, cause now I'm surrounded with people who cares for me and love me for who i am... I finally accepted my flaws and now maybe I'm someone who isn't naive and stupid like i was back then.. And i believe it's time now for me to let go of my old self, my past behind... And fully embrace this new version completely...
Let me introduce myself again... I'm satoshi the owner of the channel named satoshi607 and i love myself....
Satoshi
At the starting of 2024 i was a big loner, a loser, a good for nothing...i can't do anything, maybe it's because i was infected with a disease called "loveria", obsession...the thought of someone making me fulfill crossing my mind, like that's the whole reason for my life...i was stupid, naive but more importantly i trust anyone easily... Before 2024 i was in a relationship with a girl who was living in America, but the thing didn't stay long enough as that came to an end...then 2024 started...i went in a relationship with a girl who i guess everybody knows..but some misunderstandings made it sour (she's now my friend) and then at july month i went in a relationship with a girl who helped me in an indirect way to make me who i am right now... As always i was scrolling through insta and saw some old dm with her... So painfully nostalgic... The relationship didn't work out in the end... But now it's 2025 and it's been 1 year now since that relationship... Looking back at it now, made me realized just how much i changed emotionally and mentally... Before that i never made friends irl and spent my time talking to her day and night it also effected my academics... But i was head over heels for her back then what can i say, i never had any female friends irl nor any school friends which i can talk with... But 2025 was truly life changing for me... I started again from the scratch, get my life together, start focusing on my academic and myself.. I did everything to make a changes everyday even if it's small... And now, I'm happy... I started living my life more openly, i stopped hating myself for not having talents.. But at the end i finally understood that i am also special in a way that maybe called as a talent in someone's perspective... I love myself, cause now I'm surrounded with people who cares for me and love me for who i am... I finally accepted my flaws and now maybe I'm someone who isn't naive and stupid like i was back then.. And i believe it's time now for me to let go of my old self, my past behind... And fully embrace this new version completely...
Let me introduce myself again... I'm satoshi the owner of the channel named satoshi607 and i love myself....
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