Hello, this message was originally supposed to go to your guys tiktok but I couldn't find your account. But I know this is really out of the blue and random but it's Ekio. I was just reaching out because of my last message I sent you you (from discord) I don't know who saw it, if anyone did. But I'm here to give you and myself some closure about somethings. If an alter is fronting right now- hello! If you know who I am, I'm very sorry for any emotional strain I left. And it you don't know me- hi please tell someone else who knew me that I messaged. :D I am very sorry I left so abruptly, I know I could have handled that situation far better and all of the things I said must have felt like empty promises and lies. I don't blame you if you're still angry or upset at me for doing that; I needed time for myself to sort stuff that I was feeling out. I've been debating making this message for a very long time, ive been feeling a lot better and healthier mentally. And to come off as honest as I can I'm so sorry. I know that this apology is long overdue and I should have been more upfront with how I felt and what I was doubting in our relationship. I don't think dating was the right move for either of us, we had a healthy friendship and I feel like we should have kept it there but we didn't. I know that I was probably mentally draining towards you without knowing, and I hope you're also doing better mentally and is in a good spot for whatever you have happening in life right now. I'm aware I may come off like a dick just because I'm sending this message all of these months later and never even properly speaking to you about everything I advocated for in a relationship. In short I was scared, I was too worried about how you'd or your system would view me to want to express anything I was actually feeling. (Pussy move, I know.) I just wanted to let you know I shouldn't have broken up with you like that, nor should I have acted that way in my last message and how I addressed things. I didn't want you reaching out to me because I was too nervous we would get into a fight or it would be an alter who didn't particularly like me who would respond. I don't even know if you saw my actual message, this text is not an excuse for how I was to you, and I know this could be very shocking. I was never actually going to message you about this after I finished my discord message but now it seems right to do so. I hope you're doing well, and I hope whatever relationships you've having or hardships you're in you can overcome and be yourself. All I ask is that if you want to reply angeredly to this just block me, If not I'd love to talk about this with you and clear a lot of things up that were a huge issue to me and if you have questions to help make sence of this all. Thank you, I hope you have a nice day or night depending on when you get this message. ★ (if you want to have this talk on discord if I'm not blocked my user is 'ek.io' and my display is 'Ko?')
1 year ago (edited) | 0
Foxybro.
Hello, this is not Ezekiel speaking here.
I've came to post this, as he.. won't be around for some time.
He's sorry for letting his channel down so much.
It's not easy to say, how long he'll stay gone.
-Aaron.
2 years ago | [YT] | 0