i really think that the long breaks i took the past few years (??) rly affected my channels growth and sometimes i wonder if i will ever get as many views as i did in the past years, but then i remember what i was going through back then, and i wouldn’t go back for anything. i sometimes feel sad that my channel has depleted in views, and i understand that feeling that way is a reasonable way to feel. but if i still had the same mindset about my channel as i did last year, i probably wouldn’t even have this channel anymore. but i know that our world is still spinning, and there is many many opportunities for growth in the future, so i’m not worried. i know i can rebuild this channel into something beautiful again, and detach it from the past feelings and experiences. especially with all of you that are still here 🤍 sorry about this lil rant, i just needed to let go of these thoughts i’ve been holding in for a while lol💞
ivy ♡
hiii everybody ! how is everyone ?
i really think that the long breaks i took the past few years (??) rly affected my channels growth and sometimes i wonder if i will ever get as many views as i did in the past years, but then i remember what i was going through back then, and i wouldn’t go back for anything. i sometimes feel sad that my channel has depleted in views, and i understand that feeling that way is a reasonable way to feel. but if i still had the same mindset about my channel as i did last year, i probably wouldn’t even have this channel anymore.
but i know that our world is still spinning, and there is many many opportunities for growth in the future, so i’m not worried. i know i can rebuild this channel into something beautiful again, and detach it from the past feelings and experiences. especially with all of you that are still here 🤍
sorry about this lil rant, i just needed to let go of these thoughts i’ve been holding in for a while lol💞
luv u alllllll, xoxo 🤍🤍
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