For real now I’m quitting YT for soooo many reasons Not only have I not been posting for more than a month, but I don’t have the fun in continuing anymore My interests have changed and I’m not even in the FNaF fandom anymore (Resident Evil 🗣️🗣️‼️‼️) I’ve kind of grown out of this whole Gacha phase And sure, this channel was fun and all of that, but it isn’t what it once was It turned from wanting to post to feeling the need to post and constantly being under stress I’ve been contemplating if I should write this for a while now, but something kept on pulling me back from doing so, memories, or possibly the regret I’ve wanted to quit for months now, though the courage I needed to actually quit was never given to me and instead I got the opposite, the feeling of needing to continue this channel was given to me instead This channel has went through many changes and I’ve moved on from this ‘Exotic’ persona Exotic is a completely different person from me in my eyes, and I feel like that’s a separate person from who I am now I went through enough to want to put that persona aside, and just begin from a new start I feel like it’s the best to leave this channel for good, I won’t delete it, I’ll let it stay as it is. Perhaps I’ll come back one day, but I highly doubt that and don’t want anyone to be expecting me to come back, nor wait for a return Ive grown up and grown out of that phase in my life where I thought everything was miserable, but as said, it was just a phase Perhaps some people I know are still in that phase and don’t see more to life than all the bad things Everyone needs a goal and a reason to want to put their life together, with or without anyone by their side I’ve learned it the ‘hard’ way, that I’d be better off on my own to find who I am, and I did, it’ll just take a bit longer but patience also plays a role in this. I don’t want anyone to feel the need to try and convince me to stay in the comment section, but move on and enjoy what’s left, don’t wait nor expect something from this channel anymore. I hope everyone reading this and In general,to live a life with a goal and the will to be something bigger and better if not already there. This will be the end of this channel, stay safe and take care of yourselves, Miki
Exotic
Quitting—
For real now
I’m quitting YT for soooo many reasons
Not only have I not been posting for more than a month, but I don’t have the fun in continuing anymore
My interests have changed and I’m not even in the FNaF fandom anymore (Resident Evil 🗣️🗣️‼️‼️)
I’ve kind of grown out of this whole Gacha phase
And sure, this channel was fun and all of that, but it isn’t what it once was
It turned from wanting to post to feeling the need to post and constantly being under stress
I’ve been contemplating if I should write this for a while now, but something kept on pulling me back from doing so, memories, or possibly the regret
I’ve wanted to quit for months now, though the courage I needed to actually quit was never given to me and instead I got the opposite, the feeling of needing to continue this channel was given to me instead
This channel has went through many changes and I’ve moved on from this ‘Exotic’ persona
Exotic is a completely different person from me in my eyes, and I feel like that’s a separate person from who I am now
I went through enough to want to put that persona aside, and just begin from a new start
I feel like it’s the best to leave this channel for good, I won’t delete it, I’ll let it stay as it is.
Perhaps I’ll come back one day, but I highly doubt that and don’t want anyone to be expecting me to come back, nor wait for a return
Ive grown up and grown out of that phase in my life where I thought everything was miserable, but as said, it was just a phase
Perhaps some people I know are still in that phase and don’t see more to life than all the bad things
Everyone needs a goal and a reason to want to put their life together, with or without anyone by their side
I’ve learned it the ‘hard’ way, that I’d be better off on my own to find who I am, and I did, it’ll just take a bit longer but patience also plays a role in this.
I don’t want anyone to feel the need to try and convince me to stay in the comment section, but move on and enjoy what’s left, don’t wait nor expect something from this channel anymore.
I hope everyone reading this and In general,to live a life with a goal and the will to be something bigger and better if not already there.
This will be the end of this channel, stay safe and take care of yourselves,
Miki
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