Hello everyone. It's BEFan7904 here. I wanna take some time to talk about something that has happened and provide a little more info about it.
So as you know, George recently released his goodbye video, and at the end of that video he exposed my dark side of 2021 about what kind of a person I was back then. For people who haven't seen it, grab your popcorn and get settled in.
Our story takes place in May 2021, when me and Cameron got George's old channel terminated after Cam wanted revenge on George for destroying a server. Let me just quickly say looking back at this, it's absolutely ridiculous that this was the reason why we did it. Anyways, another enthusiast (I won't say their name to be respectful) screen recorded a call of us plotting our plan and right after, leaked the clip to other members of the community shortly after. I just wanna say that looking through old stuff of me back then such as the video clip and old messages of myself, I can agree that it was all absolutely disgusting and sickening. I was going through mental issues back then, although it's certainly no excuse for anything. I honestly just wanna take that old me and throw it into a river and let it die. Anyways, after some time most people had moved on and we resumed normally afterward. Well George was still madly upset (I can understand why) and decided it was time to reveal the dark truth to everyone now, 3 years later upon his departure.
Now this is certainly not a good thing to add to my reputation, but given how stupid and idiotic it was, I deserved to be called out for it. I was doing so many bad things back then, including hijacking that tri illusion to 15k (yes that was me). Most people want to forget everything that has happened to their past, but I have decided to use this as a way to rethink about the poor results that have happened because of my actions. I have caused this community to partially fall apart, and I deserve all the hate over all of it.
Now I don't wanna just go "oh it happened 3 years ago, I've changed since then". NO!!! This is not an excuse for the whole thing. I take full responsibility for it and I should be ashamed of myself for what I have caused, which I certainly am. Even though I have moved on, I will never let this erase itself, as everyone must always learn from the good, the bad, and in this case the ugly sides of themselves. I also don't want to pull the "I've worked to improve myself, this is not who I am today" card, I just want to admit that I was wrong and I should not have done what I did.
Well I just wanted to get all of this off of my chest. I wanted to try and not make this sound like awful generic fake YouTuber apology videos (this one is not). Right now I want to apologize for everything that I have done. As for this channel, I currently don't know if I want to resume making content, or if I should just take a break for a while. Again, I want to deeply apologize and say that I am sorry about this whole event, and again I take full responsibility for what happened. I don't expect anyone to forgive me, and I wanna admit that if it's the case, then so should it be.
Thank you for your time, and I'll keep you all updated on the future of this channel.
BEFan7904 Productions
Hello everyone. It's BEFan7904 here. I wanna take some time to talk about something that has happened and provide a little more info about it.
So as you know, George recently released his goodbye video, and at the end of that video he exposed my dark side of 2021 about what kind of a person I was back then. For people who haven't seen it, grab your popcorn and get settled in.
Our story takes place in May 2021, when me and Cameron got George's old channel terminated after Cam wanted revenge on George for destroying a server. Let me just quickly say looking back at this, it's absolutely ridiculous that this was the reason why we did it. Anyways, another enthusiast (I won't say their name to be respectful) screen recorded a call of us plotting our plan and right after, leaked the clip to other members of the community shortly after. I just wanna say that looking through old stuff of me back then such as the video clip and old messages of myself, I can agree that it was all absolutely disgusting and sickening. I was going through mental issues back then, although it's certainly no excuse for anything. I honestly just wanna take that old me and throw it into a river and let it die. Anyways, after some time most people had moved on and we resumed normally afterward. Well George was still madly upset (I can understand why) and decided it was time to reveal the dark truth to everyone now, 3 years later upon his departure.
Now this is certainly not a good thing to add to my reputation, but given how stupid and idiotic it was, I deserved to be called out for it. I was doing so many bad things back then, including hijacking that tri illusion to 15k (yes that was me). Most people want to forget everything that has happened to their past, but I have decided to use this as a way to rethink about the poor results that have happened because of my actions. I have caused this community to partially fall apart, and I deserve all the hate over all of it.
Now I don't wanna just go "oh it happened 3 years ago, I've changed since then". NO!!! This is not an excuse for the whole thing. I take full responsibility for it and I should be ashamed of myself for what I have caused, which I certainly am. Even though I have moved on, I will never let this erase itself, as everyone must always learn from the good, the bad, and in this case the ugly sides of themselves. I also don't want to pull the "I've worked to improve myself, this is not who I am today" card, I just want to admit that I was wrong and I should not have done what I did.
Well I just wanted to get all of this off of my chest. I wanted to try and not make this sound like awful generic fake YouTuber apology videos (this one is not). Right now I want to apologize for everything that I have done. As for this channel, I currently don't know if I want to resume making content, or if I should just take a break for a while. Again, I want to deeply apologize and say that I am sorry about this whole event, and again I take full responsibility for what happened. I don't expect anyone to forgive me, and I wanna admit that if it's the case, then so should it be.
Thank you for your time, and I'll keep you all updated on the future of this channel.
Sincerely,
Corey Hansen
(BEFan7904 Productions)
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