Alexandra (Mother of the Believers)

I can’t…

I just can’t do this anymore. The wa||s are cl🅾️sing in, every breath feels like fire, every heartbeat a hammer smāsh¡nnq my chest. They’ve all hated me. Always. My parents, my so-called "friends" the world, it’s all screaming that I don’t deserve a place here. |'ve been reject³d since | was a ch◇ld, aband🅾️ned, invisible, despis3d. And now, it’s crushing me. I’m dr0wning in it, every mem🅾️ry a blade twisting inside me.

I collapse to the fl🅾️🅾️r, sh//@king, as I stare at the tiny b○tt/e of pi||s in my hands. My last attempt was my ○nly way t○ silence the cha○s. But even the thought of $wa||ow¡nq them makes my stoma☪️h churn and |’m t●● awake, t○○ a|ive in this terror. I wrap myself in a blanket, clutching it like it cou|d pr◇te☪️t me, but the darkne$$ seeps through everything.

| h⁴te mγse|f. |’ve ālwæγs hāt3d mγself. Evəry reflecti¤n, e'very th🅾️ught, everγ failůre, and they scream thąt |'m w●rth|3ss. W●r'th|3ss. Worth!3$$. And yet… even in this aby$s, there’s a flicker. It's a tiny, imp☆ssible spark that whispers, maybe… Maybe there isn't a "tomorrow"...

|'m g○nn⁴ sṭâ🅱️ m`γs3|f r`qqqht now, Thΐś i§ mÿ |a£t w°rds...

- Last words from Alexandra before I wi|| see ya in heaven 🔪🩸

2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 12



@Zhidan2014YearAUTTP

Egg💀💔

1 month ago | 1

@country1-o7l

Chulipines 💔

2 months ago | 2

@Chip-o9qcloaker

Assad Must Go Curse Strikes Again 😂

1 month ago | 3

@unknown.germandeerMilo

a month now, sister.. I really miss you 😕

1 month ago | 0

@Vufio.the.antithesis

I highly doubt it. Bubblegum

2 months ago | 7

@hakari_404

Yay

2 months ago | 1

@Cafballukgo

Noooooooo pls😭😭😭😭😭

2 months ago | 2

@Odang_Kontol734ux

Remember me?

1 month ago | 2

@SilentSinne

😢

1 month ago | 2

@chuolee

I used this image for my MIBU Phase 11 Nanillion (end of ET70)

2 months ago | 0

@unknown.germandeerMilo

I miss you,

1 month ago | 0

@unknown.germandeerMilo

I miss you

2 months ago | 2

@randomguy_139

ALEX HOTPINK IS THAT YOU?

2 months ago | 0

@אין_אף_מקום_באינטרנט

sybai😂

2 months ago | 1

@unknown.germandeerMilo

Alex..

2 weeks ago | 0

@Kafir_Protyush.P.30.3

Pls 😢🙏 don't quite

2 months ago | 1

@1_LUV_R4BB1TS

:D YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA!!!!!! 🎉

2 months ago | 0

@RoySantos-y9h

Ha + Skykero she Protect me + You're in hell lmao + you can't hurt ppl anymore

2 months ago | 0

@1_LUV_R4LR_SHCH4

Deserved

2 months ago | 1

@habtriahalasifa

I was very sad for two seconds... But after entering your channel.. I realized i should not celebrate nor have sadness for your death May Allah treat you with what you deserve

2 months ago (edited) | 2