Hello my wonderful humans! I'm still alive! This probably won't reach very many people, but I still want to update y'all on where I've been.
First, for those who haven't seen my most recent video (which was like 3 months ago, so I guess it's not *that* recent), I made my very first original soundtrack for a video game that is now available to play for FREE on Steam! It's a short adventure game titled Liminus: The Silent Guard, and with all the work the team and I put into the game, I'm very proud of how it all turned out. Please show some support by downloading the game or by listening to the soundtrack, and I'd love to hear your thoughts! Links to the game and soundtrack are below:
Okay, now that the self promo is out of the way, on to why I've been MIA for a while. If I could summarize it in just a few words, it would be because of toxic perfectionism and self-doubt. There are other things that are now consuming a lot of my time, such as working a full-time job, doing commissions on the side, moving into a new house (again), finding a therapist...and the list goes on. But the main obstacles that are keeping me from creating the content I want to make are the anxieties and negative thoughts in my head. It's hard to get things done when I feel like I'm never doing enough, and it's even harder to put on a personality in front of the camera when I struggle to accept myself for who I am. The main reason I was able to get my first OST done was because it was for my capstone project and my college degree depended on it. But since then I feel like my anxiety has been harder to manage, and I'm trying to dedicate time to work on my own well-being—something that I have a habit of sweeping under the rug.
I know I have a small following, but I still want to be authentic with anyone that supports me in any way. I truly appreciate everyone that has taken the time to follow and interact with the content I share. Just know that I'm trying my best to move forward in spite of the weaknesses and challenges I'm dealing with—even if it takes me years to get to where I want to be. Thanks for reading this, and thank you so much for existing!
Rare Ear Candy
Hello my wonderful humans! I'm still alive! This probably won't reach very many people, but I still want to update y'all on where I've been.
First, for those who haven't seen my most recent video (which was like 3 months ago, so I guess it's not *that* recent), I made my very first original soundtrack for a video game that is now available to play for FREE on Steam! It's a short adventure game titled Liminus: The Silent Guard, and with all the work the team and I put into the game, I'm very proud of how it all turned out. Please show some support by downloading the game or by listening to the soundtrack, and I'd love to hear your thoughts! Links to the game and soundtrack are below:
store.steampowered.com/app/1998250/Liminus_The_Sil…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYqlR...
Okay, now that the self promo is out of the way, on to why I've been MIA for a while. If I could summarize it in just a few words, it would be because of toxic perfectionism and self-doubt. There are other things that are now consuming a lot of my time, such as working a full-time job, doing commissions on the side, moving into a new house (again), finding a therapist...and the list goes on. But the main obstacles that are keeping me from creating the content I want to make are the anxieties and negative thoughts in my head. It's hard to get things done when I feel like I'm never doing enough, and it's even harder to put on a personality in front of the camera when I struggle to accept myself for who I am. The main reason I was able to get my first OST done was because it was for my capstone project and my college degree depended on it. But since then I feel like my anxiety has been harder to manage, and I'm trying to dedicate time to work on my own well-being—something that I have a habit of sweeping under the rug.
I know I have a small following, but I still want to be authentic with anyone that supports me in any way. I truly appreciate everyone that has taken the time to follow and interact with the content I share. Just know that I'm trying my best to move forward in spite of the weaknesses and challenges I'm dealing with—even if it takes me years to get to where I want to be. Thanks for reading this, and thank you so much for existing!
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