The Witch Of Wonderlust

I posted a photo of one of the(more mild) emails I get while being a Youtuber in the spiritual realm, and a lot of you had pointed out that this may be a person experiencing psychosis or be generally unwell mentally. While I empathize with this, I didn't post the strange email to make fun of anyone but because previously, I have had people stalk me and people close to me. Regardless if they are unwell, I feel a bit better knowing I have these somewhere my audience can see. Posting this isn't to make fun of this person, but more so to keep public tabs and to give insight to some of the things that come into my inboxes, and the amount of these emails are overwhelming when I am no more but a YouTuber. 
Lastly, yes, I made a joke regarding "payment by sigil," but did not make a joke at the person's expense. Sarcasm is a defense mechanism to make light of something that is consistently very disturbing to me in the number of emails that are much darker and heavier than this. I'm sorry if my attempt to make light of this upset any of you.

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@AzuraDragonFaether 

You are allowed to share how messages like these make YOU uncomfortable. Thank you for speaking up about what we deal with as creators in the spiritual space. Your previous post about the messages you get is incredibly necessary because so many people don’t know what we go through and how it isn’t okay. The stalking IS SO REAL AND SO SCARY. Be it spiritual psychosis or not - these types of messages are dangerous period and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for showing I’m not alone when I feel like it as a creator in the spiritual space. You are entitled to say “hey this makes me uncomfortable” 🫂 you are so brave and we are proud of yo

3 weeks ago | 10  

@alaelensar95

It's also so weird to me that nowadays everyone is suddenly a mental health expert and can diagnose random people based on an email, even if it were true you felt how you felt about it and didn't even make fun on the person.

3 weeks ago | 42  

@triplefixed

You've every right to feel afraid or irritated. Also, while mental illness deserves empathy, it doesn't mean the person's actions have no negative consequences.

3 weeks ago (edited) | 56  

@GreenMonkeyToaster

Nah "no longer accepting payment by sigil" was funny and light hearted

3 weeks ago | 39  

@InfiniteWealthMinds

Olivia, you can't please everyone! PROTECT YOURSELF AT ALL COSTS!!! People can be unhinged. Now that we all know what you're dealing with if something happens we can draw awareness to this post. Good on you for sharing and stay blessed 🙌

3 weeks ago | 21  

@YrHenOgledd

You are also not here to bear the burden of someone else's mental illness symptoms. You have every right to be irritated. Too often people feel entitled to say the most out of pocket stuff and engage in parasocial relationships, and the expectation is for you to just accept it is the norm? Absolutely not.

3 weeks ago (edited) | 28  

@42ayla

Explain to me why it's okay to say uncomfortable things to someone but not okay for that person to react? Their mental health issues, substance abuse issues, mommy/daddy issues or whatever are just that, THEIR issues. Including you isn't an option. Women need to stop being polite because it offends people. Never apologize for taking care of you.

2 weeks ago | 3  

@DaveMiller2

You didn't do anything wrong. The most you could say is that maybe you could have explained why you posted it a little more clearly. Don't beat yourself up over it.

3 weeks ago | 78  

@joewalkowich9870

If I got messages like the ones you get, I would be replacing the herb bundles around my windows with razor wire. Please be safe.

2 weeks ago | 4  

@LastUnicorn11

Keep posting this. It’s okay to make it public and share what you’re going through and what you’re dealing with.

3 weeks ago | 8  

@seekerowl

I didn't take it that way at all. If someone was reading THAT much into, that speaks more on them then you. Could it have been someone having a real mental health episode? Sure. Could it have been a regular ol' creepy weirdo? Sure. That isn't really for you to figure out, if it's jeopardizing your safety or just making you uncomfortable you handle it how you need to. Keep doin you.

2 weeks ago | 1

@jefferyjones5167

I'm not upset. Protect yourself. That's all that matters.

3 weeks ago | 6

@kylaallen822

I understood exactly why you posted and knew what you were indicating. I shake my head at the person that wrote those original comments and send good vibes your way!

3 weeks ago | 11  

@sienathewayfarer

Posting a disturbing email like that publicly makes it clear to people that their secret digital attacks aren't so secret... Make it known!!

3 weeks ago | 2  

@harshita8522

No no, in reality we understood how much people expect from you just because you are a YouTuber. Thank you for showing us how tough it can be. Sending you virtual hugs 🫂

3 weeks ago | 7  

@sabrinahopson9795

I don't feel that you did any wrong 😕 I feel that it is a good thing to show the kind of things that can make a person feel uncomfortable. You stay safe and if need be block and delet

3 weeks ago | 20  

@sineadnicant-sealgar3758

You did nothing wrong by sharing this message. I hope they get the hep they need. And tat you are safe.

3 weeks ago | 6

@LITTLEMUSTANGFILLY

You really dont' have anything to apologize for. Sure, that person could have been going through something but you're allowed to be unsettled by it and try to make light of it. It really isn't your job to empathize and make excuses for the people that do something to make you feel uncomfortable. It's not like you gave out names and addresses and told your audience to go get them. What you did was completely reasonable Stay safe. And be well.

3 weeks ago | 2  

@cody42693

This is why I love your channel. You're honest and true to yourself, you don't shy away from responsibility, and you're willing to confront things head on. Can't wait to see future videos you have planned!

3 weeks ago (edited) | 12

@girlygurlenergytarot

Don’t apologize. That’s the problem. When you apologize you absolutely negate what you were saying. Receiving these type of emails are unnerving. People who don’t have to deal with this have NO CLUE what you are dealing with. Everyone should just keep their BS opinions and armchair diagnosis to themselves. I completely understood what you were saying in your first post.

3 weeks ago | 2