Hey everyone! As some of you have already noticed via my two most recent reactions: I'm back!
I'm sorry for vanishing on you all like I did but I was hella burnt out and as much as I love you all, you do not pay my bills, so I decided to take a step back and relax for a while and take some time to be a kpop stan by myself. It was kinda nice, I realized which groups I would keep up with outside of the channel and which ones I wouldn't as much. I got to be less informed and involved for a bit, I got to listen to music when I wanted to and not in front of a camera and I enjoyed it for a while
Until I started missing you all again so.... I'm back^^
I will not lie to you all, I am 100% caught up on all comebacks from the most recent months now and I only filmed very few of them, I will slowly edit all the videos that I did sit down to film, but unless you're here for got7 or boynextdoor, do not expect me to catch up on your faves on camera.
Moving forward I kinda wanna focus more on current comebacks with lil extras of my favorite groups thrown in. Even with current comebacks I may not do everything. I really wanted to do BSS, but then I decided against it because I was already kinda stressed, but I still wanted to see it so I did. You may have to deal with me doing that a little more often and I'm sorry if it will bother you, but I need to be more of a person.
I also want to find space to do more different videos, vlogs, compilations, maybe even opinion pieces. I'm sorry to say that those of you who tell me that I should just react and keep my opinions to myself (which how does that even work) are probably gonna be unhappy with the direction I plan to go with my channel.
A struggle that no one tells you about being a reactor is the constant "I haven't seen that yet, can you skip it?" line you have to pull out when you hang out with kpop friends and ngl, it can be exhausting. I wanna do that less, so I hope you all will accept the changes that that brings with itself for my channel.
Videos will still be coming out but they'll be less frequent and for right now my patreon is not a guaranteed thing, it's a thing only for backlog and people who want to support really badly.
I missed you all and I hope we can shape this channel into something more fun and sustainable for me longterm together ♥
merksmirs
Hey everyone!
As some of you have
already noticed via my two most recent reactions:
I'm back!
I'm sorry for vanishing on you all like I did but I was hella burnt out and as much as I love you all, you do not pay my bills, so I decided to take a step back and relax for a while and take some time to be a kpop stan by myself.
It was kinda nice, I realized which groups I would keep up with outside of the channel and which ones I wouldn't as much.
I got to be less informed and involved for a bit, I got to listen to music when I wanted to and not in front of a camera and I enjoyed it for a while
Until I started missing you all again so.... I'm back^^
I will not lie to you all, I am 100% caught up on all comebacks from the most recent months now and I only filmed very few of them, I will slowly edit all the videos that I did sit down to film, but unless you're here for got7 or boynextdoor, do not expect me to catch up on your faves on camera.
Moving forward I kinda wanna focus more on current comebacks with lil extras of my favorite groups thrown in.
Even with current comebacks I may not do everything. I really wanted to do BSS, but then I decided against it because I was already kinda stressed, but I still wanted to see it so I did.
You may have to deal with me doing that a little more often and I'm sorry if it will bother you, but I need to be more of a person.
I also want to find space to do more different videos, vlogs, compilations, maybe even opinion pieces.
I'm sorry to say that those of you who tell me that I should just react and keep my opinions to myself (which how does that even work) are probably gonna be unhappy with the direction I plan to go with my channel.
A struggle that no one tells you about being a reactor is the constant "I haven't seen that yet, can you skip it?" line you have to pull out when you hang out with kpop friends and ngl, it can be exhausting.
I wanna do that less, so I hope you all will accept the changes that that brings with itself for my channel.
Videos will still be coming out but they'll be less frequent and for right now my patreon is not a guaranteed thing, it's a thing only for backlog and people who want to support really badly.
I missed you all and I hope we can shape this channel into something more fun and sustainable for me longterm together ♥
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