Opening up about my Mental Health: ⏳ 2.5 years ago ⏳
My parents separated, and I had to step up financially to support my family. At the time, I had an office space, employees, and responsibilities. But with all the chaos at home, my mental health took a massive hit, and it slowly drained my passion for YouTube and content creation. (It’s hard to be creative and make people laugh when you’re struggling inside.)
💔 1.5 years ago 💔
I had to let go of my dream team—people who were like family to me—and shut down our office and operations. Unfortunately, my mental health only got worse from there.
💊 1 year ago 💊
I was heavily medicated and had gained a lot of weight.
⚡ 6 months ago ⚡
I hit a breaking point. Enough was enough. I started prioritizing my health, going from 184 lbs → 157 lbs. I got off my medication and focused on rebuilding—reading, writing, and working on myself.
🏋️♂️ Today 🏋️♂️
I’ve been hitting the gym, pushing myself to become stronger every day. I also started a company to help fix some of the predatory sponsorship issues happening in the creator space. I’m incredibly proud of the work my team has put into it.
Why Did I Stop Posting?
I needed time to hear myself. The noise in my head was too loud to understand who I was and what I truly wanted.
For the longest time, YouTube became about financial survival rather than fun. When you’re a full-time creator, it’s easy to tie your self-worth to numbers—and that messed with my head. After months of detoxing, I’ve realized something:
✨ I love YouTube, but I love learning and innovating even more. ✨
I can’t reveal what I’m working on just yet, but I will be back to posting every week starting this Thursday—with a shift.
What’s Next?
🔹 The content will evolve to be more authentic, reflecting who I am now and who I want to become.
🔹 No more creating for the sake of posting.
🔹 No more pretending life is always perfect—because it’s not. And that’s what makes it beautiful.
Over the past few years, I’ve been a horrible brother, son, and friend because I’ve been so unavailable. While I’m growing this channel and my passion projects, my biggest priority is improving my communication and being present not just for my family and friends, but for all of you.
I wanna thank my friends and co-workers for keeping me accountable and calling me out. I know change is necessary from within and I am committed to improving to become a better Amin.
❤️ Thank you for sticking with me. The journey continues. ❤️
🛠️ Hard Times Create Strong Men.🛠️
🔥 Strong Men Create Good Times.🔥
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Opening up about my Mental Health:
⏳ 2.5 years ago ⏳
My parents separated, and I had to step up financially to support my family. At the time, I had an office space, employees, and responsibilities. But with all the chaos at home, my mental health took a massive hit, and it slowly drained my passion for YouTube and content creation. (It’s hard to be creative and make people laugh when you’re struggling inside.)
💔 1.5 years ago 💔
I had to let go of my dream team—people who were like family to me—and shut down our office and operations. Unfortunately, my mental health only got worse from there.
💊 1 year ago 💊
I was heavily medicated and had gained a lot of weight.
⚡ 6 months ago ⚡
I hit a breaking point. Enough was enough. I started prioritizing my health, going from 184 lbs → 157 lbs. I got off my medication and focused on rebuilding—reading, writing, and working on myself.
🏋️♂️ Today 🏋️♂️
I’ve been hitting the gym, pushing myself to become stronger every day. I also started a company to help fix some of the predatory sponsorship issues happening in the creator space. I’m incredibly proud of the work my team has put into it.
Why Did I Stop Posting?
I needed time to hear myself. The noise in my head was too loud to understand who I was and what I truly wanted.
For the longest time, YouTube became about financial survival rather than fun. When you’re a full-time creator, it’s easy to tie your self-worth to numbers—and that messed with my head. After months of detoxing, I’ve realized something:
✨ I love YouTube, but I love learning and innovating even more. ✨
I can’t reveal what I’m working on just yet, but I will be back to posting every week starting this Thursday—with a shift.
What’s Next?
🔹 The content will evolve to be more authentic, reflecting who I am now and who I want to become.
🔹 No more creating for the sake of posting.
🔹 No more pretending life is always perfect—because it’s not. And that’s what makes it beautiful.
Over the past few years, I’ve been a horrible brother, son, and friend because I’ve been so unavailable. While I’m growing this channel and my passion projects, my biggest priority is improving my communication and being present not just for my family and friends, but for all of you.
I wanna thank my friends and co-workers for keeping me accountable and calling me out. I know change is necessary from within and I am committed to improving to become a better Amin.
❤️ Thank you for sticking with me. The journey continues. ❤️
🛠️ Hard Times Create Strong Men.🛠️
🔥 Strong Men Create Good Times.🔥
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