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Aaryan listen…mujhe na genuinely bht bura lg gya… itna ki abhi ro rhi hu (but who the hell cares?) Tu khud bola tha ki agr m seedha answer dungi toh tu meri baat mere vanshu se krwa dega… aur m itni khush ho gyi thi, literally itni… qki mne unse saalo se baat ni ki aur mne kbhi expect nhi kiya tha ki tu actually help krega. Aur fir achanak se tu mana kr dega aur upar se ese words bol dega jisse aur jyada hurt hu… aaryan tu smjhta hi nhi ki m q itna react krti hu. Mera vanshu mere liye ‘just koi ldka’ nhi h… he's my man aur saalo se unse baat krne ki ek choti si hope leke bethi thi. Aur jb tu help krne ko bola tha na, mujhe lga maybe finally kuch acha hoga. Isliye bs… ab jo tune bola, wo seedha mere dil p lga n it broke me. Mtlb mere emotions mzak jaise ho gye. Meri feelings itni halka ni h ki koi ek line bol k ignore kr de...M bs tujhse justify nhi maang rhi, sorry bhi nhi…Bs tu smjh le ki m hurt hu. Bht jyada. Aur agar tu help nhi bhi krna chahta, fine… itne saal rhi na un k bina aur reh lungi... At the end hum kbhi toh baat krenge hi na... Pr tu at least ese words mt bol jo aur tod de.. M sirf mere vanshu se ek normal baat chaahti thi… bs itna hi.
‪@justahuman.A‬

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