xPrincessGarnetXVI

Hello everyone, I feel I need to address a few things as I've gotten questions about why a lot of my socials are missing or gone - and indirectly why a lot of my Monster content/essays are missing. I understand a lot of you enjoyed being able to reach out to me and discuss Monster and my amvs and I do apologize for ripping that away from you.

But I deleted mainly due to the INSANE amount of threats and hate I've gotten over my Monster/Johan Liebert essays. The photo attached is merely an example of one, probably the worst one. I used to be a Mod of the Monster subreddit and I quite enjoyed my role there. I loved discussing theories with others and helping others understand the series.

But people like this ruined it. They wanted to hold the subreddit hostage until I was disbanded from being a mod. I do not know what I did to warrant such malicious hatred. But it was alarming nonetheless.

Since I felt that this person stemmed from tumblr, as I've been stalked by an absolute lunatic from tumblr from a guy who truly thought he was JOHAN IN REAL LIFE and that I "was his Anna" (he shipped them romantically) and this guy immediately tried to ask me to marry him and went on all the discord servers I was in (including the Monster remaster and my twin brother's discord server) and once he was banned from all of them due to his insane behavior, he began to attack me.

Anyways, on top of dealing with people like him and the Neo Nazis thinking they were doing Johan's work by pretending to be Hitler and attacking me on instagram, I just got tired of it and decided to limit my socials. It has brought me much peace just having youtube and my discord. (recently lost my main discord account though lol)

But due to the deletions after some anon sent me an old address (probably used the photo of me find this info) I understand that I did delete some essays I had only posted on tumblr. I apologize for that.

Try and understand this was done merely for my own mental health. At the time I was thinking about leaving the monster fandom but I love the series and you all far too much to do that.

At least on here and discord I can directly monitor how people can reach me and successfully block contact. On tumblr and instagram, people blocked can just make new accounts and repeat the process.

Thanks for reading my rambling.
My pc is currently still broken.
But I do have amvs planned.

I love you all and thanks to all the kind and loving supporters.

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