Little text about my thoughts recently regarding art..
May I be honest for a second? I very often find myself being tired of SFM recently or I start making something just to delete it afterwards, because it's not how I imagined it to be. Like, I love story writing so much and I have so many ideas, but like.. I would much rather draw them.. though, I can't really draw and it always ends up with me being depressed, crying and keeping everything I have in mind to myself.. It's hard to explain tbh. It feels like I very often just can't express myself, if that makes any sense? Idk, I feel so limited with what I can do and can't do and no, I don't mean that as in "SFM is so limited, ew, switch to Blender mimimimi" (lol).
It's not even about Splatoon anymore really, I just love my characters so much. I could even imagine making them humans sometimes, but even if I wanted to, I just can't. Ngl, I feel so trapped with a lot of things in my life and that surely adds to it as well. I can't ever be happy with whatever I draw and no matter what anyone tells me or for how many years I've tried, I just can't seem to improve or change my mindset on these things. I hate myself so much right now and am at the point of being too afraid to even try..
Ink Demon C
Little text about my thoughts recently regarding art..
May I be honest for a second?
I very often find myself being tired of SFM recently or I start making something just to delete it afterwards, because it's not how I imagined it to be. Like, I love story writing so much and I have so many ideas, but like.. I would much rather draw them.. though, I can't really draw and it always ends up with me being depressed, crying and keeping everything I have in mind to myself.. It's hard to explain tbh.
It feels like I very often just can't express myself, if that makes any sense?
Idk, I feel so limited with what I can do and can't do and no, I don't mean that as in "SFM is so limited, ew, switch to Blender mimimimi" (lol).
It's not even about Splatoon anymore really, I just love my characters so much.
I could even imagine making them humans sometimes, but even if I wanted to, I just can't.
Ngl, I feel so trapped with a lot of things in my life and that surely adds to it as well.
I can't ever be happy with whatever I draw and no matter what anyone tells me or for how many years I've tried, I just can't seem to improve or change my mindset on these things.
I hate myself so much right now and am at the point of being too afraid to even try..
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