Invidious

Meanwhile what i actually listen to: 🎶WHOPPER WHOPPER WHOPPER WHOPPER JUNIOR DOUBLE TRIPLE WHOPPER FLAME GRILLED CHEESE WITH PERFECT TOPPER I RULE I RULE I RULE THIS DAY

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@TheAnimationConnoisseur

I haven’t listened to any of these songs either, but despite that… I truly relate to the lyrics of that song “People You Know.” You see, ever since I moved away from home about five years ago, to where I am living now, I’ve had troubles coping with the separation and loss from those in my life whom I valued as friends or family, and it’s severely impacted my ability to both forge new friendships, and engage in social situations of basically any kind. (Except for certain situations where I feel safe, like at Church for example.) Whenever I tried to put down roots, it seemed like something always got in the way. It started with COVID-19 back in 2020… (isolating me from others at an extremely vulnerable time in my life, when I had just given up seeing practically everyone in my life who was important to me) and the feeling of loneliness and separation I felt as a result of that dark time was only made worse by my consistently failed efforts to befriend others long after the pandemic had ended, as whenever I tried… those who I had given my heart out to went off to go do their own things and walk their own paths without me, leaving me alone and broken-hearted once again. From then on, I began to question what the point of even trying to befriend others even was, as no matter what… in the end they’d all desert and abandon me. Now, I’ve since come to learn that isn’t fully true; that even though some people will leave, many more will stay and remain in your life, even if you can’t see them on a regular basis, but to this day if I ever engage in social situations, I end up having to deal with major anxiety issues where I can’t sleep, enjoy what I enjoy, and overall just feel like my brain is on fire, due to that fear of rejection. (Which is why I try to avoid those situations at pretty much times, and haven’t engaged in them for quite some time) I really need prayer that I can allow God to fully take the wheel in my life and allow him to heal me on the inside; that in his power, I’ll no longer suffer from that immense pain and fear anymore. I think the key to beginning to unlock the breakthrough I really need though is to start getting into the Word and finding answers there. It’s not all doom and gloom though. I have begun to make little steps to begin turning this situation around, (such as reading my Bible more often) and I can say with confidence that I feel completely safe and comfortable within my online Community. You guys really have no idea how much you mean to me! Not only are each and every one of you a constant source of encouragement and motivation for me, but through your care and compassion for me, I am able to find the strength to remain resolute and determined, even in the midst of some of my toughest trials. And I will always be thankful for that. ❤️

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