Another year. Another orbit. Another new beginning. Another year to reflection upon.
This birthday hits different. Maybe it’s the New Moon. Maybe it’s the way my bones carry memory now, all the things I survived and didn’t talk about, all the experiences that didn’t get a name but shaped me anyway. Maybe it’s the quiet belief that I’ve already met myself in the worst possible conditions… and I didn’t break. I bent, sure. Cracked, definitely. But I didn’t shatter. And that has to mean something.
The past five years have been a slow-motion implosion. A lifetime packed into lessons disguised as detours, dead ends, and things I thought would literally kill me. Turns out, they didn’t. Turns out, they built me.
There’s been grief, grace, and surrender. I’ve had to navigate a landscape shaped by circumstances beyond my control; things that came uninvited, but not without purpose. For the past few years, the universe has been asking me to stand by what I claim to value. Pluto is now opposing my Sun for the final time, and it feels like the closing chapter of a long initiation. I was tested. And my values both held and deepened.
I’ve laid down relationships like offerings on an altar; never out of bitterness, but because peace started to mean more than being understood. I’ve come to deeply honor the truth that whatever doesn’t meet me where I am doesn’t get to come with me.
God knows my heart. And the Universe has a map I don’t need to see to trust. There’s more ahead. I can feel it like a tide pulling me forward. Reunions. Realignment. Relationships with depth. With value. With soul. Deep healing in all ways.
I don’t know exactly what’s coming next. But I can feel a quiet momentum, something just beneath the surface, ready to rise. Whatever the universe asks of me, I’ll meet it with both feet on the ground. Forever and always, living in faith and deep gratitude. 🕊️
Thank you all for your support, for always showing up. I love you, and I’m so thankful for each of you. ❤️
Wild Card Tarot
Another year. Another orbit. Another new beginning. Another year to reflection upon.
This birthday hits different. Maybe it’s the New Moon. Maybe it’s the way my bones carry memory now, all the things I survived and didn’t talk about, all the experiences that didn’t get a name but shaped me anyway. Maybe it’s the quiet belief that I’ve already met myself in the worst possible conditions… and I didn’t break. I bent, sure. Cracked, definitely. But I didn’t shatter. And that has to mean something.
The past five years have been a slow-motion implosion. A lifetime packed into lessons disguised as detours, dead ends, and things I thought would literally kill me. Turns out, they didn’t. Turns out, they built me.
There’s been grief, grace, and surrender. I’ve had to navigate a landscape shaped by circumstances beyond my control; things that came uninvited, but not without purpose. For the past few years, the universe has been asking me to stand by what I claim to value. Pluto is now opposing my Sun for the final time, and it feels like the closing chapter of a long initiation. I was tested. And my values both held and deepened.
I’ve laid down relationships like offerings on an altar; never out of bitterness, but because peace started to mean more than being understood. I’ve come to deeply honor the truth that whatever doesn’t meet me where I am doesn’t get to come with me.
God knows my heart. And the Universe has a map I don’t need to see to trust. There’s more ahead. I can feel it like a tide pulling me forward. Reunions. Realignment. Relationships with depth. With value. With soul. Deep healing in all ways.
I don’t know exactly what’s coming next. But I can feel a quiet momentum, something just beneath the surface, ready to rise. Whatever the universe asks of me, I’ll meet it with both feet on the ground. Forever and always, living in faith and deep gratitude. 🕊️
Thank you all for your support, for always showing up. I love you, and I’m so thankful for each of you. ❤️
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