Have to apologise for the lack of content and Livestreams. Today got a bad stomach ache and migraine. This to add to, or could be part of, the last few days of frustrating anxiety and depression... I cant describe in words the frustration and anger it breeds in me, and how sick it makes me feel let alone how in complicates even the simplest of thoughts or tasks... I really just need to sit alone and quiet to decompress... I really had wanted to stream this weekend, but then stressed about how I am for you all, and then start stressing about how its unfair of me to be trying to give you half assed content when my head is not completely in the right space... So that's just a small sample of my anxiety and how it complicates and cripples ones everyday life...Those that know, know and those that do not, I do appreciate the understanding during this time...been a tough year for me, not using it as an excuse but do find I am struggling more some days than others and the events of this year have definitely taken there toll and are still very much in the foreground of my everyday thoughts... I am working on this, its not something I am just brushing off or taking it lightly... I am aware that things like this take time and self healing...especially when you have family like myself you need to support (who have been nothing but understanding and supportive to me).... I am hoping to get back on board next week for you... with the release of Ninja Gaiden 4 this week on Tuesday the 21st... I am a huge fan and really looking forward to getting this in the fold for you all...But lets get ourselves sorted first ... THANK YOU for all your support it does not go un-noticed, and really does mean a lot to me... I will take this time to step back for this weekend, relax and decompress... Thank you all again for understanding... will see you all when I see you all next....PEACE OUT LEGENDS!!!!!
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Have to apologise for the lack of content and Livestreams. Today got a bad stomach ache and migraine. This to add to, or could be part of, the last few days of frustrating anxiety and depression... I cant describe in words the frustration and anger it breeds in me, and how sick it makes me feel let alone how in complicates even the simplest of thoughts or tasks... I really just need to sit alone and quiet to decompress... I really had wanted to stream this weekend, but then stressed about how I am for you all, and then start stressing about how its unfair of me to be trying to give you half assed content when my head is not completely in the right space... So that's just a small sample of my anxiety and how it complicates and cripples ones everyday life...Those that know, know and those that do not, I do appreciate the understanding during this time...been a tough year for me, not using it as an excuse but do find I am struggling more some days than others and the events of this year have definitely taken there toll and are still very much in the foreground of my everyday thoughts... I am working on this, its not something I am just brushing off or taking it lightly... I am aware that things like this take time and self healing...especially when you have family like myself you need to support (who have been nothing but understanding and supportive to me).... I am hoping to get back on board next week for you... with the release of Ninja Gaiden 4 this week on Tuesday the 21st... I am a huge fan and really looking forward to getting this in the fold for you all...But lets get ourselves sorted first ... THANK YOU for all your support it does not go un-noticed, and really does mean a lot to me... I will take this time to step back for this weekend, relax and decompress... Thank you all again for understanding... will see you all when I see you all next....PEACE OUT LEGENDS!!!!!
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