Gonna sound cheesy and stupid. Anyways. Most of my life decisions were really spontaneous and heavily dependent on other people’s opinions. The only thing that I consciously chose and kept choosing was music. I renounced, I came back, I gave up and returned on the rails again. It’s a kind of a relationship a dog has with it’s tail. I hate it, I love it, but it’s always there. It’s a part of me, and whether I love or hate myself to the extremes, I can’t possibly change the way the world works. And I can’t have another me, a tailless dog, who is maybe doing better. So it was the time to embrace that part of the self, to acknowledge it exists and that I can’t get rid of it. And live on. Maybe a little easier with the thought of sorting things out. Maybe a little easier with the knowledge that I am my tail.
deli kate
Gonna sound cheesy and stupid. Anyways.
Most of my life decisions were really spontaneous and heavily dependent on other people’s opinions. The only thing that I consciously chose and kept choosing was music. I renounced, I came back, I gave up and returned on the rails again. It’s a kind of a relationship a dog has with it’s tail. I hate it, I love it, but it’s always there. It’s a part of me, and whether I love or hate myself to the extremes, I can’t possibly change the way the world works. And I can’t have another me, a tailless dog, who is maybe doing better. So it was the time to embrace that part of the self, to acknowledge it exists and that I can’t get rid of it. And live on. Maybe a little easier with the thought of sorting things out. Maybe a little easier with the knowledge that I am my tail.
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