Read this carefully, because I’m not repeating myself again.
First of all, let me make this absolutely clear for the last time: Do not call me Jenflies anymore. I’m tired of correcting people, I’m tired of assumptions, and I’m tired of being forced to explain my personal choices like I owe the internet an explanation.
Yes, that name hurts me, and not because I hate it. It hurts because Jenflies was a real part of my life. That name carried memories, emotions, growth, and comfort. Jenflies helped me survive a phase where K-pop, especially BLACKPINK, was my safe place. But people forget one thing: eras end. Growth means change. And when I started my new journey as Divapink, it wasn’t random, dramatic, or attention-seeking. It had a reason. A deep one.
Now let’s talk about the ridiculous assumptions people keep throwing at me.
1) “You became a Once, that’s why you stopped posting BLACKPINK.”
First of all get your facts straight. I didn’t become a Once. I was a Once. I’ve been a fan of BOTH BLACKPINK and TWICE since 2018. I never hid that. I never denied that.
BLACKPINK and TWICE both hold a place in my heart, and that will never change. Loving one group doesn’t mean betraying another. But let me be very honest: BLACKPINK is different for me. They were my first K-pop love, and they will always be my last. That connection doesn’t disappear just because my content changed.
So no, your theory is wrong.
2) “You hate BLACKPINK now.”
This one is honestly laughable. Where do you even get the confidence to say something like that? Just because I don’t post BLACKPINK content openly the way I used to does not mean I hate them. That logic is childish. If I hated BLACKPINK, I wouldn’t still reference them, use them, or care about them at all.
Hate is loud. My situation is private.
There’s a difference, learn it.
3) “You used BLACKPINK for views and fame, and now that you’re popular, you left them.”
Let’s stop the exaggeration right here.
First of all, 6k subscribers is NOT ‘popular’. That’s literally the bare minimum for K-tubers. If you think that’s fame, then your standards are extremely low. Second, BLACKPINK K-tubers are far more successful than Atubers. So if views and fame were my goal, leaving BP content would be the dumbest decision possible. And here’s the part people conveniently ignore: If I had used BLACKPINK for views, why would I delete my old videos? Deleting them directly affects my current reach and algorithm. It harms my channel. But I still deleted them. Why? Because I never used BLACKPINK for views. I never built my channel on exploitation. I built it on love, real love.
So stop projecting your own mindset onto me.
4) “Why did you leave BLACKPINK content then?”
This is the only question that actually deserves a real answer. My parents were never against me uploading BLACKPINK videos. But my relatives, friends, and people who personally know me constantly judged me. “Why do you post about them?” “Why don’t you post something religious?” “This is useless.” “This isn’t appropriate.” Those words don’t sound heavy until you hear them every single time. It broke me. I stopped telling people that I even had a channel. I felt ashamed for loving something that once made me happy. And hiding something you genuinely love hurts more than people realize. So I deleted the videos. Not because I stopped loving BLACKPINK, but because I was trying to fix what felt broken inside me.
Yes, I know it’s haram. And no, love doesn’t just disappear because you want it to. You can’t erase years of attachment like flipping a switch. What I can do, and what I’m doing, is keeping that love private. I’m trying to make sure it doesn’t interfere with my religion. The impact was serious, and because of that, I’m now more focused on my faith than ever before. I still love BLACKPINK. That’s the truth. I still use them sometime, quietly. Because I love my religion, and I love BLACKPINK. I can’t completely sacrifice either, so I’m choosing to strengthen my faith instead of forcing myself to feel nothing.
That’s my struggle. And it’s mine.
People still call me Jenflies, and yes I loved that name. It had weight. It had recognition. People knew me as Jenflies, and countless memories are attached to it. But that chapter is closed. That era is over. A new era has started whether people like it or not. So please, stop assuming. Stop rewriting my story. Stop acting like you know my intentions better than I do. This is the last clarification. I hope I don’t have to deal with any more unnecessary, baseless assumptions about me.
_.DivaPink._
,
Read this carefully, because I’m not repeating myself again.
First of all, let me make this absolutely clear for the last time:
Do not call me Jenflies anymore.
I’m tired of correcting people, I’m tired of assumptions, and I’m tired of being forced to explain my personal choices like I owe the internet an explanation.
Yes, that name hurts me, and not because I hate it. It hurts because Jenflies was a real part of my life. That name carried memories, emotions, growth, and comfort. Jenflies helped me survive a phase where K-pop, especially BLACKPINK, was my safe place.
But people forget one thing: eras end. Growth means change. And when I started my new journey as Divapink, it wasn’t random, dramatic, or attention-seeking.
It had a reason. A deep one.
Now let’s talk about the ridiculous assumptions people keep throwing at me.
1) “You became a Once, that’s why you stopped posting BLACKPINK.”
First of all get your facts straight.
I didn’t become a Once. I was a Once.
I’ve been a fan of BOTH BLACKPINK and TWICE since 2018. I never hid that. I never denied that.
BLACKPINK and TWICE both hold a place in my heart, and that will never change. Loving one group doesn’t mean betraying another. But let me be very honest:
BLACKPINK is different for me.
They were my first K-pop love, and they will always be my last. That connection doesn’t disappear just because my content changed.
So no, your theory is wrong.
2) “You hate BLACKPINK now.”
This one is honestly laughable.
Where do you even get the confidence to say something like that?
Just because I don’t post BLACKPINK content openly the way I used to does not mean I hate them. That logic is childish.
If I hated BLACKPINK, I wouldn’t still reference them, use them, or care about them at all.
Hate is loud.
My situation is private.
There’s a difference, learn it.
3) “You used BLACKPINK for views and fame, and now that you’re popular, you left them.”
Let’s stop the exaggeration right here.
First of all, 6k subscribers is NOT ‘popular’. That’s literally the bare minimum for K-tubers. If you think that’s fame, then your standards are extremely low.
Second, BLACKPINK K-tubers are far more successful than Atubers. So if views and fame were my goal, leaving BP content would be the dumbest decision possible.
And here’s the part people conveniently ignore:
If I had used BLACKPINK for views, why would I delete my old videos?
Deleting them directly affects my current reach and algorithm. It harms my channel.
But I still deleted them.
Why?
Because I never used BLACKPINK for views.
I never built my channel on exploitation. I built it on love, real love.
So stop projecting your own mindset onto me.
4) “Why did you leave BLACKPINK content then?”
This is the only question that actually deserves a real answer.
My parents were never against me uploading BLACKPINK videos.
But my relatives, friends, and people who personally know me constantly judged me.
“Why do you post about them?”
“Why don’t you post something religious?”
“This is useless.”
“This isn’t appropriate.”
Those words don’t sound heavy until you hear them every single time.
It broke me.
I stopped telling people that I even had a channel. I felt ashamed for loving something that once made me happy. And hiding something you genuinely love hurts more than people realize.
So I deleted the videos.
Not because I stopped loving BLACKPINK, but because I was trying to fix what felt broken inside me.
Yes, I know it’s haram.
And no, love doesn’t just disappear because you want it to. You can’t erase years of attachment like flipping a switch.
What I can do, and what I’m doing, is keeping that love private.
I’m trying to make sure it doesn’t interfere with my religion. The impact was serious, and because of that, I’m now more focused on my faith than ever before.
I still love BLACKPINK. That’s the truth.
I still use them sometime, quietly.
Because I love my religion, and I love BLACKPINK. I can’t completely sacrifice either, so I’m choosing to strengthen my faith instead of forcing myself to feel nothing.
That’s my struggle. And it’s mine.
People still call me Jenflies, and yes I loved that name.
It had weight. It had recognition. People knew me as Jenflies, and countless memories are attached to it.
But that chapter is closed.
That era is over.
A new era has started whether people like it or not.
So please, stop assuming.
Stop rewriting my story.
Stop acting like you know my intentions better than I do.
This is the last clarification.
I hope I don’t have to deal with any more unnecessary, baseless assumptions about me.
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