bruh imm so pisseddd RNN. ᕙ( ᗒᗣᗕ )ᕗI originally listened to a sub for anxiety bcuz of this, but that anxiety ended up turning into anger... (results lol?) so Im super mad abt this rn
so basically, I dropped out of the school musical this year by sending an email to my theatre teacher. Long story short, she's pretty much IMPOSSIBLE.
From what I remember last year, she scheduled the rehearsals for like 5 hrs, would leave like 20 minutes in to pick up her kids, would leave either another adult or a STUDENT to look after us, would get our costumes DURING tech week, then would get upset when we weren't perfect, and take all the credit when we DID do good. it makes me so upset bcuz I love theatre, but she makes me hate it. my mother was against it immediately, but my dumbass thought "oh this is how highschool is supposed to be cuz im a silly little freshman :p" newsflash: IT IS NOT.
I wish I hadn't even auditioned at all. however, even tho I know it's for the best, the decision is still weighing on my mind. I loved the musical we were doing so much and was so excited to perform, but she's so... AWFUL!! like I'm not gonna go into detail cuz it's people's personal lives, but some of the things I've heard and see her do to her other students are actually crazy. I still find it insane that ppl who don't like her have seen her behavior and continue to participate, with my only assumption being they're like me: their love for performing is so strong that they're able to ignore all of those awful things that she does. I just can't, and I'm not the first one to leave bcuz of her either. the only positive Im thinking of this is that I'll have more time to do schoolwork and maybe find other things to participate in. I went from thinking of theatre as smth fun that I genuinely enjoyed, to smth that would look good on a college application since I have no other extracurriculars (literally my thought process during the summer). that should NEVER happen when u actually love. it makes me so upset bcuz ik if we had a different REASONABLE teacher, things would be differenttt. ˶o̴̶̷᷄‸o̴̶̷̥᷅˶
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bruh imm so pisseddd RNN. ᕙ( ᗒᗣᗕ )ᕗI originally listened to a sub for anxiety bcuz of this, but that anxiety ended up turning into anger... (results lol?) so Im super mad abt this rn
so basically, I dropped out of the school musical this year by sending an email to my theatre teacher. Long story short, she's pretty much IMPOSSIBLE.
From what I remember last year, she scheduled the rehearsals for like 5 hrs, would leave like 20 minutes in to pick up her kids, would leave either another adult or a STUDENT to look after us, would get our costumes DURING tech week, then would get upset when we weren't perfect, and take all the credit when we DID do good. it makes me so upset bcuz I love theatre, but she makes me hate it. my mother was against it immediately, but my dumbass thought "oh this is how highschool is supposed to be cuz im a silly little freshman :p" newsflash: IT IS NOT.
I wish I hadn't even auditioned at all. however, even tho I know it's for the best, the decision is still weighing on my mind. I loved the musical we were doing so much and was so excited to perform, but she's so... AWFUL!! like I'm not gonna go into detail cuz it's people's personal lives, but some of the things I've heard and see her do to her other students are actually crazy. I still find it insane that ppl who don't like her have seen her behavior and continue to participate, with my only assumption being they're like me: their love for performing is so strong that they're able to ignore all of those awful things that she does. I just can't, and I'm not the first one to leave bcuz of her either. the only positive Im thinking of this is that I'll have more time to do schoolwork and maybe find other things to participate in. I went from thinking of theatre as smth fun that I genuinely enjoyed, to smth that would look good on a college application since I have no other extracurriculars (literally my thought process during the summer). that should NEVER happen when u actually love. it makes me so upset bcuz ik if we had a different REASONABLE teacher, things would be differenttt. ˶o̴̶̷᷄‸o̴̶̷̥᷅˶
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