I've been meaning to write something to you for days now… but the words just haven’t been there. I keep hoping that soon I’ll feel that familiar flow of Life Force energy again—that spark I love to share with you when I’m feeling grounded and whole. But right now, I’m empty. I’m doing my best to be gentle with myself and to allow space for what’s here.
Thankfully, my short videos are already scheduled for the month, so you’ll still see me pop up. But beyond that, I just don’t have anything else to give at the moment.
I want to thank each and every one of you for the love, the messages, the gifts, the prayers, and the healing light you’ve been sending me and my family. It means more than I can ever say.
Please also hold in your hearts his mother Eileen, his sister Gabriella, his Tía Cachi, his cousin Chelsea and her daughter—all of whom were constants in his life and are just as heartbroken. And his Tiger family—he was just beginning to connect with them and was so excited to have found that circle.
For now, I’m giving myself at least two weeks to grieve, to rest, to begin the long process of saying goodbye to my beautiful son Daniel. It may take longer—I just don’t know yet when I’ll be ready to return to work or show up in the ways I’m used to.
Your support has given me something so precious: time. The gift of time to grieve without the stress of finances pressing down on me. I can’t begin to express how deeply grateful I am.
I’m doing my best to find the silver lining, to trust that strength and wisdom will rise from these ashes. I love you all so much. Thank you for walking with me through this.
Bernard Alvarez
My dear friends,
I've been meaning to write something to you for days now… but the words just haven’t been there. I keep hoping that soon I’ll feel that familiar flow of Life Force energy again—that spark I love to share with you when I’m feeling grounded and whole. But right now, I’m empty. I’m doing my best to be gentle with myself and to allow space for what’s here.
Thankfully, my short videos are already scheduled for the month, so you’ll still see me pop up. But beyond that, I just don’t have anything else to give at the moment.
I want to thank each and every one of you for the love, the messages, the gifts, the prayers, and the healing light you’ve been sending me and my family. It means more than I can ever say.
Please also hold in your hearts his mother Eileen, his sister Gabriella, his Tía Cachi, his cousin Chelsea and her daughter—all of whom were constants in his life and are just as heartbroken. And his Tiger family—he was just beginning to connect with them and was so excited to have found that circle.
For now, I’m giving myself at least two weeks to grieve, to rest, to begin the long process of saying goodbye to my beautiful son Daniel. It may take longer—I just don’t know yet when I’ll be ready to return to work or show up in the ways I’m used to.
Your support has given me something so precious: time. The gift of time to grieve without the stress of finances pressing down on me. I can’t begin to express how deeply grateful I am.
I’m doing my best to find the silver lining, to trust that strength and wisdom will rise from these ashes. I love you all so much. Thank you for walking with me through this.
With love always,
Bernard
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