Mayowa's World

A year ago my mom was dramatically taken physically from this earth. A year ago I felt the most pain I could have ever imagined and that was when I learned that pain not only have levels it has colors and shades. I’ve been putting myself back together ever since. I say my mom was physically taken from me because I know in other regards she is walking besides me. I am thankful to Ifa for reminding me that my mom is now an ancestor who guides and protects me. I can never recover fully from this loss but I am adjusting to this new relationship with my mom as my protector in another realm. I miss her so much.

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@mayowasworld

Hey y’all I’ve read every comment and it made me smile, cry and feel so emotional. I’ve very thankful to my internet community that makes me feel supported. Even tho I’ve never met y’all in person I’m thankful for the kind words you have said. THANK YOU. 🤎🤎

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@vanellesmith4598

Hugs and love to you Sistar. It's not easy. Bask in the tender memories of her love for you. Nothing can compare to losing your mother in a tragic way. Ifa assures us that she is with you. May Oladumare keep your will strong.♥️

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@jennyfotang1083

No one is truly ever ready to lose a mom but losing a mom at such a young age (and in a traumatic way) when you thought they’d physically be present for so many other moments in life really puts a dent in reality. I lost mine two years ago at 27. I wish you moments of comfort where you feel her present. Hoping you have community that supports you when you can’t support yourself, and hope that the universe sends you daily affirmations of your importance here on earth.

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@queenmosessoul

Asé O ifa says that we never leave this realm without completion of life… your mother looks happy and satisfied with life on this picture. May Oludmare continue to show up for you through your omo 🕊

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@j.l.4338

RIP I lost my mom in 2017. It still hurts. You sharing this helps me accept that she’s in another realm, happy and watching over me. Thank you for sharing and rest in peace to your beautiful mother.

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@ghostie7790

I’m so sorry for your loss. I see where you get your inner and outer beauty from, looking at these pictures.

6 months ago | 31  

@farahlawalharris

I see where you got your beauty from! 😍 You have gained a powerful ancestor 🙏🏾🙏

6 months ago | 11

@MF-pk2gf

Beautifully said. I physically lost my mom in 2019. It still hurts but grief is the consequence of love.

6 months ago | 23  

@miishaj

Our mothers are truly such extraordinary beings. Sending you so much love and strength!

6 months ago | 14  

@oxymoron9548

Hugs, Sister! ❤️ My mom also left us this year! 😭😭😭 Your post is very encouraging to me; It's helping me look at it in a different way. 🙏🏾

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@cawknee

Thank you for sharing this. I remember seeing your video where you shared the news and talked about your experience with grief. It was raw and honest and helped me process some deep grief of my own. Peace, love and respect to you Mayowa.

6 months ago | 10  

@b97b36

This is my first time seeing a picture of your mother, and y'all have the exact same facial disposition! The nose, the smile shape, the teeth shape, and a joy radiating from the pupils! God bless!

6 months ago | 2

@tatianaafriani8803

Thank you for sharing! It shows we are never alone in our struggles and the struggle is very real!!! Oct. 15th makes 2 years since my mom passed away and the daily battle between grieving her loss and having faith that she is STILL with me as an ancestor is ongoing! May we ALL going through this finally find respite! big hug

6 months ago | 2

@alphacharm

Sending nothing but love and light your way 💛🌞💛🌞💛

6 months ago | 5

@graceorsomething 

Beautiful humans. May her memory and her presence be a blessing. Thinking of you

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@msthang5366

She left her beautiful smile with you here..😍😍 Treasure every memory.. I lost mine at 4. The memories I have of her are priceless, although few. I am sure you have many…. I saw one of your stand up sets..😍😍

6 months ago | 1

@kiwi7455

thats so devastating. ❤️‍🩹 i hope you always feel her watching over you 🥹

6 months ago | 3

@yallahabibi9

Wow .. this is very profound .. sending love to you .. I always enjoy your videos .. i am a gay black man doing my best to navigate this “physical” experience.. beautifully put .. I wish the world radiated with the truth you effortlessly convey , and the beauty you embody … all blessings to your mother as she walks beside you .. all blessings to you for all that you do !!! 💚

6 months ago | 3

@adnaloy9025

Peace and love to you. I am happy that you and your mother had so much love and you have those beautiful memories. ✌🏾

6 months ago | 4  

@annastar724

Awww, so sorry for your loss. 13 years since since my mum and I still cry. Your beautiful mum is a star in the sky and she left some stardust - you! xx

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