hey. I noticed one of the comments you left. I just wanted to say... I also wanted to do it at some point. I saw no room for improvement. I was just hurting. Still, I decided to stay for now. Even though my problems and the pain they were causing, were still there. If you think about it... you will get there anyway. We will all get there. But... we only know for sure that we've got this one life. And truth is, we cannot tell for 100%, what's this life has got ahead of us. I don't say this as an empty comforting phrase. I lived through this. My life had no room for improvement, that's how it was. But because I "stayed anyway", it allowed me to live some years more, and to see that the situation started changing. Even though it looked completely impossible. I mean it, things happened that I didn't think could ever happen. It took time. I only saw it happen because I was around for it. So what I'm saying is... by staying for now, you will get both. That side, and this one. Instead of only discovering one of them. You can see what else life has got for you. Because you can't know for sure. Knowing right now, how much I would've missed out on, almost brings tears to my eyes. And you know... I'm still discovering things that make my life more worth keeping, to this day. I'm still finding reasons to stay... because I stayed around enough for it. I really hope that you won't miss out on it too. Even if so far there seems to be no visible hope. Also... if you just wanna vent, or talk about anything, please, let me know. I'm up to chat on some socials. I'm okay with heavy topics. Would've given you a hug if I could.
10 months ago | 2
LET_ME_OUT_NOW
Nice. Another year has gone by. 23 now.
10 months ago | [YT] | 2