I miss how we used to be talking daily, calling each other our nicknames and when you'd say you'd never replace me but then you did the very you said you'd never do and replace me so I tried to do the same with you but when I couldn't do that I got angry and took it out on you cause I knew it definitely wasn't their fault and your the one WHO PROMISED to NEVER replace me but really..it was never anger but sadness and being heartbroken cause I thought you were different and would actually not leave so I got even more angry but i missed you and tried to make things better MULTIPLE TIMES yet you just made seem like a bad person each time so eventually I gave up and thought you'd be better off with my replacement since if you truly cared abt me there wouldn't even be a replacement.. but whatever I should've seen it coming everyone says "they'll never leave" but then they do even when I don't. and I'm not afraid to admit when I'm wrong but the thing is idk what I did wrong... sure I was mad but it made me more mad when you accused me of having "attitude" even when I wasn't but even though I'm not sure what I did it was probably my fault cause everything always is..So I'm sorry that I believed your words and then got mad when you didn't fulfill them. I'm sorry for not even knowing what I did wrong.. I'm sorry I thought you were there for me.. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough to the point where you replaced me gave them a similar nickname and made it seem like I was bad person for even feeling jealous. I'm sorry 🙂
Ally
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I miss how we used to be talking daily, calling each other our nicknames and when you'd say you'd never replace me but then you did the very you said you'd never do and replace me so I tried to do the same with you but when I couldn't do that I got angry and took it out on you cause I knew it definitely wasn't their fault and your the one WHO PROMISED to NEVER replace me but really..it was never anger but sadness and being heartbroken cause I thought you were different and would actually not leave so I got even more angry but i missed you and tried to make things better MULTIPLE TIMES yet you just made seem like a bad person each time so eventually I gave up and thought you'd be better off with my replacement since if you truly cared abt me there wouldn't even be a replacement.. but whatever I should've seen it coming everyone says "they'll never leave" but then they do even when I don't. and I'm not afraid to admit when I'm wrong but the thing is idk what I did wrong... sure I was mad but it made me more mad when you accused me of having "attitude" even when I wasn't but even though I'm not sure what I did it was probably my fault cause everything always is..So I'm sorry that I believed your words and then got mad when you didn't fulfill them. I'm sorry for not even knowing what I did wrong.. I'm sorry I thought you were there for me.. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough to the point where you replaced me gave them a similar nickname and made it seem like I was bad person for even feeling jealous. I'm sorry 🙂
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