Whenever one of my friends or family members are mad…I usually blame myself… It’s… rather unhealthy of myself to do this… No, no… to the person reading this, yes, u know who you are, I’m not targeting you… it’s a person IRL… he seemed pissed off… heck, a few of my friends were… I stayed away and quiet… doing the usual… hiding in a classroom. This was around… lunch time. My friend tells me that I should not blame myself for such behaviors.. But when you’re stuck in a room all alone, nothing but your creativity and remaining sanity… there’s nothing you can do to yourself…
I immerse myself in my own world… Every time I lay on the floor… I think of a place where I can be happy… sometimes, I have the nicest dreams… If I was able to make my fictional crush in my dreams, surely, I can do the same with other people… right?… that’s what I need… to relax and dream about the things that relax me the most… I need to step away from Media… for real this time… Ashlyn… says “Loves You… Baiii~”
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(Irl Ashlyn here…)
Whenever one of my friends or family members are mad…I usually blame myself… It’s… rather unhealthy of myself to do this… No, no… to the person reading this, yes, u know who you are, I’m not targeting you… it’s a person IRL… he seemed pissed off… heck, a few of my friends were… I stayed away and quiet… doing the usual… hiding in a classroom. This was around… lunch time. My friend tells me that I should not blame myself for such behaviors.. But when you’re stuck in a room all alone, nothing but your creativity and remaining sanity… there’s nothing you can do to yourself…
I immerse myself in my own world… Every time I lay on the floor… I think of a place where I can be happy… sometimes, I have the nicest dreams… If I was able to make my fictional crush in my dreams, surely, I can do the same with other people… right?… that’s what I need… to relax and dream about the things that relax me the most… I need to step away from Media… for real this time… Ashlyn… says “Loves You… Baiii~”
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