I secretly pray that everything goes well in your journey throughout random loved ones Making us right as rain drowning ourselves in A crowded room having to smile and pretend everything is okay when inside you wish you’d never wake up I first died when I lost the love of my life when I couldn’t tell her about the ways to make her feel safe That’s where it all started For years i was suffering wanted to make a difference for my image all of a sudden Supporting a habit I thought I needed to feel medicated permanently One way looking in the mirror I wasn’t there I couldn’t find me I disappeared The Devil pretty with me this wholesale hating Limited time was on my watch but slits on debating Serving slices of my guilt trips Last time I overdosed I was with my best friend and still he revived me hitting my chest I woke up in the hotel that night without him there The walls near death experience had to work the next morning I didn’t even get to see anything Still went looking back at the whole thing I was just devastated that I lost all my friends for a quick trip Trading feelings from stone cold heartaches Back then I didn’t get the message Lab tests gone wrong we’re some inventions God didn’t want me to see what’s on the other side yet I guess I am forever grateful for letting my self not let be around vile people Going somewhere more welcoming is where it’s at Having trouble accepting good things Having to sleep where it feels at home a warm place Is your only choice this mourning will color itself I freaking promise it will all work out in the end Shoutout to everyone who could’ve, would’ve & didn’t there’s a lot more love to pass along
Isaac Dominique Urias
Mission Failed Successfully
I secretly pray that everything goes well in your journey throughout random loved ones
Making us right as rain drowning ourselves in
A crowded room having to smile and pretend everything is okay when inside you wish you’d never wake up
I first died when I lost the love of my life when I couldn’t tell her about the ways to make her feel safe
That’s where it all started
For years i was suffering wanted to make a difference for my image all of a sudden
Supporting a habit I thought I needed to feel medicated permanently
One way looking in the mirror I wasn’t there I couldn’t find me I disappeared
The Devil pretty with me this wholesale hating
Limited time was on my watch but slits on debating
Serving slices of my guilt trips
Last time I overdosed I was with my best friend and still he revived me hitting my chest
I woke up in the hotel that night without him there
The walls near death experience had to work the next morning I didn’t even get to see anything
Still went looking back at the whole thing I was just devastated that I lost all my friends for a quick trip
Trading feelings from stone cold heartaches
Back then I didn’t get the message
Lab tests gone wrong we’re some inventions
God didn’t want me to see what’s on the other side yet
I guess I am forever grateful for letting my self not let be around vile people
Going somewhere more welcoming is where it’s at
Having trouble accepting good things
Having to sleep where it feels at home a warm place
Is your only choice this mourning will color itself
I freaking promise it will all work out in the end
Shoutout to everyone who could’ve, would’ve & didn’t there’s a lot more love to pass along
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