It’s understandable why you’ve been hesitant to share this to the internet. It really sucks that life has been unfortunate for you. I cannot imagine the loss after loss you guys are going through. Not to mention that the panic attacks just seem to be a constant occurrence, its heartbreaking to know how serious it seems… Also, dont stress too much abt this channel and focus on your life/enjoyment/mental health! There is nothing that this fan can offer to help but be a little emotional support chatter. I’m sure the future has a lot more in store for an amazing content creator like you. May your future have a rainbow 🌈
3 years ago | 59
Don’t stress at all. You’re life is more important than YouTube. Focus on your health and family.
3 years ago | 44
I knew something wrong had happened in this guy's life but holy sh!t, still kinda better than what i thought
3 years ago | 18
Just focus on yourself and do what you gotta do. No need to worry about making videos or anything else when you’ve got things going on. Truly sorry to hear all the bad news, but I wish the best for you, Naddition! Just keep being the best you can be one step at a time!
3 years ago | 101
I just now looked back at this guy‘s channel because I saw that I was still subscribed to him and I saw that he hadn’t really posted very much and that all he really posted was his live streams, but then I found this and now I’m sad, knowing what he had to go through or is still going through
10 months ago | 11
Focus on whats important man. Im happy you told us so that we know your not dead, but just know that we'll be here when you get everything settled so dont worry about all of us. I hope things get better for ya soon
3 years ago | 15
Holy hell, that's a lot to unpack. Don't worry about us! You clearly have enough on your plate as is; taking care of yourself and getting back to being independent should be your biggest priority. I'm sorry to hear about everything that's been keeping you down; losing pets AND being stuck in an unstable home situation does a number on you when it's the only thing you can focus on. The people here who genuinely care about you will be patient. YouTubers are people with their own complicated lives too.
3 years ago | 33
Been a fan before your avatar was born. You should focus on yourself Naddition, and once you're back we'll welcome you with open arms 😊
3 years ago | 26
I'm sorry to hear that, I hope you'll be able to help fix the problems you have now and I hope nothing else happens, we are willing to wait until things get better for you, you are number one of important to us,get better soon nad,we will wait here.
3 years ago | 14
It’s understandable. i hope your sister can find peace regarding her husband’s death, along with your dog. I’m sure your dog had the best master he could had, buddy
3 years ago | 3
Get Well. It’s been hard on all of us. Things will get better. It just takes time.
3 years ago | 6
Real life should take precedence over your virtual, you will always be welcomed back with open arms no matter how long it may take.
2 years ago | 4
Hey brother, its been 5 ish months now. Just know i eagerly await your return lmao. Im a running fan for the past year and a half. I hope the family is doing okay
2 years ago (edited) | 2
Your family and wellbeing are your main priorities. Hope all gets better.
2 years ago | 1
please don't get too worked up on making a video for us. this is pretty much a lot to deal with and i hope you do well dude. im really sorry about your sister's husband, it must be a pain. i pray for you and your family.
3 years ago | 2
It's ok bro , take ur time , family is 1st priority , i hope u get better financialy and in every part of it , we uderstand that u are going trough something tough . 》》》》Signed:《《《《《《《《《《 》》》》》》☆<Ek^Tiger>☆《《《《《
3 years ago | 2
NadditionVR
Probably wondering where the hell i have been
Due to live being shit, i havent been unable to upload.
My sister's husband committed suicide and left her unable to live in her apartment, she was forced to move back in with our parents and me. But because our house is rather small, im now sharing my room with my younger brother. This makes recording difficult and Setting up my vr is impossible due to its tiny amount of room.
Sadly this likely means there will not be a single upload until i have a room of my own again, this could take multiple months still as our family has to contemplate moving with little money.
Then because life decided that wasnt enough, my dog died not even 2 weeks ago and i didnt take it too well. Money is tight and i have no job right now with my medical debt piling up from panic attacks.
I dont know what to do with this channel now that i have no real way to make content for it at the moment, its likely going to remain dormant until things get better. Once i have a room again, making videos will be fairly easy. But until then, i wouldnt hold my breath for another video.
Sorry for being so quiet about this. But i wasnt exactly looking forward to sharing something like that.
3 years ago | [YT] | 1,179