I was going to make a video about it, then I felt tired of the idea of editing it, so I'm gonna write a community post anyway.
I'm on a term break, so I'm free (besides family activities) until April 13th. The issue is, I can't tell if there's just something in my head or I'm just suffering from burnout.
I have three things to work on during this break - Splatoon Blender Tutorials - Study Notes on Computer Science - EPQ Project (2D Platformer Game)
And the worst thing is, I KNOW EXACTLY what to do for all three of these. I got the plans, I got the ideas, I just lack the initiative to continue. And I hate it so much.
I keep telling myself, I wanna get these tutorials done as soon as possible. Like, I really can set aside my education stuff for a bit and just dive straight into the tutorials. But maybe I'm not ready yet. I tried a few hours ago, and all I did was sit down staring at my script and the blender file for literally 20 minutes and then I gave up and played Spelling Bee on Roblox.
I'm completely washed up, but I have a suspicion that the reason I'm in this pit of hell is 'cause I spent most of this morning and afternoon dealing with janky virtual machine stuff. So, as long as nothing bad happens, theoretically, I should be able to work on the tutorials as fast as I possibly can.
Again, I KNOW what to do, I have everything planned out and ready to work, I just can't physically bring myself to actually start. Even trying to force myself it's literally sandpaper on my brain, it freaking sucks.
Anyway, I don't think I should vent this much on a Youtube community post, but that's- I just wanted to update y'all where I'm at right now. I have plans for the channel, and the tutorials. I got the time. The remaining question is, am I able to even take the initiative
Velepexon
I was going to make a video about it, then I felt tired of the idea of editing it, so I'm gonna write a community post anyway.
I'm on a term break, so I'm free (besides family activities) until April 13th.
The issue is, I can't tell if there's just something in my head or I'm just suffering from burnout.
I have three things to work on during this break
- Splatoon Blender Tutorials
- Study Notes on Computer Science
- EPQ Project (2D Platformer Game)
And the worst thing is, I KNOW EXACTLY what to do for all three of these. I got the plans, I got the ideas, I just lack the initiative to continue. And I hate it so much.
I keep telling myself, I wanna get these tutorials done as soon as possible. Like, I really can set aside my education stuff for a bit and just dive straight into the tutorials. But maybe I'm not ready yet. I tried a few hours ago, and all I did was sit down staring at my script and the blender file for literally 20 minutes and then I gave up and played Spelling Bee on Roblox.
I'm completely washed up, but I have a suspicion that the reason I'm in this pit of hell is 'cause I spent most of this morning and afternoon dealing with janky virtual machine stuff. So, as long as nothing bad happens, theoretically, I should be able to work on the tutorials as fast as I possibly can.
Again, I KNOW what to do, I have everything planned out and ready to work, I just can't physically bring myself to actually start. Even trying to force myself it's literally sandpaper on my brain, it freaking sucks.
Anyway, I don't think I should vent this much on a Youtube community post, but that's- I just wanted to update y'all where I'm at right now.
I have plans for the channel, and the tutorials. I got the time. The remaining question is, am I able to even take the initiative
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