weddings have not been easy for me after my divorce and i have avoided most. i’m glad i conquered some of my fears this time for my friends’ big day. this is a little note i wrote on my flight back to hong kong - wasn’t planning on sharing at first but thought it might be helpful with some of you who might also be going through your own journey.
“i felt really alone at wedding sometimes. most people also come as couples, and in a moment of weakness, i forgot why i left everything behind and chose this path. i could still be living the dream i always wanted - be married, have kids. while that is still my dream one day, i made the choice to give up my old life because it was not in alignment and i made a lot of choices out of fear. i want to live a life i truly want, that i can be proud of. i wanted more. i want to be brave, to feel free, to feel alive. its not an easy path of just fun and adventure. the depressive or hopeless thoughts would still come back sometimes but i chose the hard path and i must keep going on to get to somewhere i havent been before, that extraordinary life that feels like magic. “ one day, everything will be worth it. 人生沒有白走的路
emi wong
weddings have not been easy for me after my divorce and i have avoided most. i’m glad i conquered some of my fears this time for my friends’ big day. this is a little note i wrote on my flight back to hong kong - wasn’t planning on sharing at first but thought it might be helpful with some of you who might also be going through your own journey.
“i felt really alone at wedding sometimes. most people also come as couples, and in a moment of weakness, i forgot why i left everything behind and chose this path. i could still be living the dream i always wanted - be married, have kids. while that is still my dream one day, i made the choice to give up my old life because it was not in alignment and i made a lot of choices out of fear. i want to live a life i truly want, that i can be proud of. i wanted more. i want to be brave, to feel free, to feel alive. its not an easy path of just fun and adventure. the depressive or hopeless thoughts would still come back sometimes but i chose the hard path and i must keep going on to get to somewhere i havent been before, that extraordinary life that feels like magic. “ one day, everything will be worth it. 人生沒有白走的路
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