As you may have noticed my upload schedule in the past few months has died down a bit, especially in recent times. 2 videos in 4 months is absolutely not the pace that I want to go at and I'm sorry for the lack of content.
I don't normally provide updates on my personal life because I want to keep those matters as private as I can, but it's been too long and you all deserve some clarity (and reassurance that I'm alive).
The entire year of 2023 has been hard on me mentally, and trying to produce content on top of balancing university, personal matters, and everything else life threw at me completely destroyed me. I tried to work on videos as much as I could, but it all came too much for me to handle and I completely burnt out on everything, especially in the second half of the year. That's not to say that all my troubles are mental, however.
Right now in 2024, I'm in the process of moving houses, which has left me both physically and mentally exhausted. At the same time, the new place that I am moving into does not have an internet connection yet, so I'm constantly switching between both places. It's really annoying to have your PC be in a different location from your home life, where you sleep, where you eat, and where you spend most of your time. It's just not fun.
I'm really sorry for all the delays in uploads. But rest assured, I have a few things in the works that I really want to show you all. I just need to literally move my life back into place, hope I finally have a working internet connection, be better to myself and others, and rise above the dark thoughts I may have.
Thank you all for your support over the past few years. It's incredible to think how far we've come. I appreciate all of you, hope you have a wonderful rest of your day/night. We'll get through all of our troubles together.
- n3rdiness
P.S. Attached is a picture of my setup, that's what I'm working with in the middle of the night with lol
n3rdiness
Hey everyone, hope you're all doing well!
As you may have noticed my upload schedule in the past few months has died down a bit, especially in recent times. 2 videos in 4 months is absolutely not the pace that I want to go at and I'm sorry for the lack of content.
I don't normally provide updates on my personal life because I want to keep those matters as private as I can, but it's been too long and you all deserve some clarity (and reassurance that I'm alive).
The entire year of 2023 has been hard on me mentally, and trying to produce content on top of balancing university, personal matters, and everything else life threw at me completely destroyed me. I tried to work on videos as much as I could, but it all came too much for me to handle and I completely burnt out on everything, especially in the second half of the year. That's not to say that all my troubles are mental, however.
Right now in 2024, I'm in the process of moving houses, which has left me both physically and mentally exhausted. At the same time, the new place that I am moving into does not have an internet connection yet, so I'm constantly switching between both places. It's really annoying to have your PC be in a different location from your home life, where you sleep, where you eat, and where you spend most of your time. It's just not fun.
I'm really sorry for all the delays in uploads. But rest assured, I have a few things in the works that I really want to show you all. I just need to literally move my life back into place, hope I finally have a working internet connection, be better to myself and others, and rise above the dark thoughts I may have.
Thank you all for your support over the past few years. It's incredible to think how far we've come. I appreciate all of you, hope you have a wonderful rest of your day/night. We'll get through all of our troubles together.
- n3rdiness
P.S. Attached is a picture of my setup, that's what I'm working with in the middle of the night with lol
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