Beautiful story...I was just sitting in the rain moments ago..admiring the green of the grass and the blooms on the Magnolia tree..Beautiful Nature has a way of bringing peace and serenity..so much love exists in Nature
2 days ago | 1
Matt thank you for sharing this experience with us. You are welcome presence in our lives and a blessing to us. That was so powerful ! You are loved
3 days ago | 5
Oh my word Matt, I have tears falling with so much joy in my heart. Thank you so much for sharing! As always, sending love and light your way. God bless ♥️
3 days ago | 1
Wonderful words Matt ... Ur words help to enhancing myself... Thank u so much fr sharing ur wonderful experience matt....😊
2 days ago | 1
This is exactly where the magic happens—when we don’t run away and simply witness, even darkness becomes part of the light. Thank you for being such a radiant mirror on this journey 🌟❤
2 days ago | 2
This is so beautiful and I absolutely appreciate you sharing this path and journey you took recently - I won’t lie but I have done this often throughout my life since I was a child and it’s always been freeing for me especially when everything around you changes and is so much more euphoric in a positive different light throughout your awareness and being that it is truly amazing and profound when it happens - it is like a beautiful moment of power, strength, courage, happiness, joy, sadness and so on and so forth all at once when experiencing it.. My recent journey and path was kinda similar but I was not fasting as you were doing, but I did need my solitude because I know I am a very highly sensitive person and have been wired differently in this way since I was born but I am also an empath who struggles a lot with the combination of the two - it’s why I need my solitude and also my own alone time so that I may re-energize and reconnect, and why I truly enjoy being immersed into the spiritual beliefs as well as my catholic faith beliefs because it helps me understand what I’m feeling and experiencing because I have always felt and had that deep down inside my heart, mind, body and soul that there is so much more than meets the eye.. It happened recently after I got home from work one night and a little after midnight - I don’t know why but the sun was shining and it was truly a beautiful day but people were so negative and low vibrational and their energy was like vampires sucking away at me, there were moments where complete chaos, confusion disappointment and disrespect from the employees and the constant negativity from customers was so intense it started triggering anxiety and sadness that I literally was choking back tears that is how bad it was starting to get and it has only become worse as the days have passed and the sunshine is out, but I’m more equipped to handle it now than I was before and probably because I should have been more prepared because this happens every year like clockwork because they complain about the cold weather and the consistency of the rain and grey skies and yet they feel as though they can be be mean and be honestly hurtful and we’re supposed to be acceptable of peoples behavior, and yet their behavior is 100 times worse when the weather is sunnier and more pleasant.. I could feel the softness of the breeze as though it was enveloping me like a blanket, but prior to that happening I could hear it slowly and softly moving from one tree to another until they all moved in unison.. I could hear the owl that normally hoots in the trees behind our house off in a distance hooting away and gradually growing closer and suddenly another owl was moving as though they were communicating, the moon was full, but it seemed so huge like I could see the craters as I looked at it and the rainbow colors that were surrounding it, the sky was so bright that I could see the clouds clear as day and I could see the stars shine bright and just below the moon I could see 3 planets shining bright and I remember the whole time saying “father please forgive them for they know not what they do” and at the same time in my head or my vision in my head I kept seeing Jesus Christ walking carrying the cross wearing the thorns of the crown upon his head and I won’t lie but I broke down crying, I mean it was like the kind of crying that makes your stomach hurt that comes from deep down inside your heart, mind, body and soul.. I heard my grandmother saying in Spanish “There will be days like this, and it is okay to cry!!” I felt my mother, grandmother and my great grandmothers love so deeply at that exact moment the breeze enveloped me like a blanket, I was down on my knees and placed my hands on the ground to steady myself as my sobbing increased and it was almost like I could feel the warmth of the earth slowly taking all the pain away from me as if it were removing something from me as though it were cleansing me - I felt like I had been outside sitting afterwards for about 20 minutes but in reality I was outside for more than a few hours and the last thing I saw was the deer that decided to come through our yard, we locked eyes and I remember saying to it, it’s okay I know that I am normally not out here that late and I won’t hurt you, you can go by when you’re ready.. I lost my mother, grandmother and great grandmother when I was very young and in my early childhood teens and they were amazing women who allowed me the adventuresome wanderlust free spirit to be free from societal norms and the status quo and they respected me and loved me so much that they knew I was different and that unconventional one so they allowed me to be myself and experience the best ways of life through the spiritual world.. I look at you sir, and mind you that I have been watching you from the onset of your beginning on here and right now and I respect you for your authenticity and truth and I would never ever judge you for how you look because that means that I am holding onto negative attachments that would require me to be first and foremost responsible for and making sure that I am fixing them first and foremost otherwise I would have to call myself a hypocritical person who is fake and wearing a mask and carrying negative judgment, hate, opinions, beliefs and so on and so forth and there is absolutely too much of that in the world already that it’s like breaking a bird’s wings and expecting it to fly and for me the mundane and mediocre are absolutely ridiculous and suffocating to me to be honest.. Keep sharing and shining bright like that truest light you are meant to be because I for one see you and you really truly rock..
3 days ago | 2
I'm dealing with anxiety since I was a teenager (I'm 31 since Monday ♉️) but over the last two years, especially the last year, I feel that a big healing is washing over me. Everyday I am confronted with my fears, which are related to my health. I am healthy, but the fear I'm not is definitely there, because I have fasciculationals all over my body (without any other symptoms).. but I try to take it and transform it into pure love. So I totally feel you, a few weeks ago, a deep knowing of "I AM", I AM pure and unconditional consciousness was build in me and I try to hold onto that and lock it in my mind I love being on this journey and living a human life with all its highs and lows. Because that is the reason I am here. To feel all the emotions a human can feel. To make that experience. Joy, happiness, awe, fear and of course the feeling of overcoming that fear, because I AM. SO HAM 🙏
3 days ago | 2
❤️ beautiful! Yes we are pure Love, that is our essence always no matter how much they want to dim our lights! Love from Sweden ✨️🐞❤
3 days ago (edited) | 2
Spirit Pond Reiki
Hey Soul Family,
I want to share something powerful with you today—something that unfolded during a recent fast I completed that lasted just over 37 hours.
As the fast deepened, so did my presence. Around the 24-hour mark, I stepped outside just as the first drops of rain began to fall and thunder rolled overhead. The chickens clucked softly as I gave them some greens, and I found myself just being—completely immersed in the moment. The smell of the rain, the sound of it landing on the leaves, the crackling sky... it was like nature was singing a love song to my nervous system.
And then, like old ghosts testing the gates, fear arose.
It wasn’t loud or dramatic—it was subtle, a familiar twinge trying to write stories in my mind. But this time, I didn’t run from it. I sat with it. I watched it. I listened. I traced it back—not to the moment, but to its origin. And I realized that this fear had roots stretching all the way back to when I was 19, during a deeply difficult period of my life. That old alarm system had never fully shut off. But here, in this presence, I held it. I felt it. And then... I let it go.
And in its place?
Peace. Stillness. Joy.
Tears welled up from somewhere ancient and holy inside me.
I turned my heart toward love—toward everything. I asked myself, Could I love it all? Could I love even the people who had hurt me? Could I love the ones the world deems unlovable?
At first, there was hesitation. There was pain. And I leaned into that too. I felt the old wounds that said, “You weren’t loved enough to give that love.” But that wasn’t the truth. The truth was this:
We are love.
We’ve never had to force it or find it. We’ve only had to remember. What blocks us isn’t a lack of love—it’s our resistance to it. When that resistance dissolves, love flows like a river through everything.
And in that space of total stillness, a deep realization washed over me:
“I am the absolution.”
Not in the way of ego, but in the way of the eternal now. The “I AM” is the most sacred truth—pure being. When Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth, and the life,” he wasn’t speaking from the personal self. He was speaking from presence itself. The “I AM” that is all things. That is the absolution. That is the healing. That is the way home.
It wasn’t just a fast.
It was a homecoming.
It was a baptism in presence.
It was a remembering.
So today, I invite you—go outside. Feel the breeze on your skin. Listen to the rain. Be with whatever arises. Let go of the story. Let go of the name. And just be.
Because that is where the peace lives.
That’s where the healing happens.
That’s where the I AM whispers:
You are already free.
With so much love,
Matt
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