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So..I'm backie loves! π«π₯ Imma explain again why I disappeared. Many valid reasons to be disappear. Actually in this short time I didn't texted anyone or replied to any texts of yours and I'm truly sorry for that cuz I had myself locked in my room and my phone was powered off by myself. Just I feel superbly unloved..discouraged and unseenedm it's like I have no value in anyone's life. I'm not much good as I was. I am feeling unloved alot by my parents it's like my younger and elder brother always gets the more love and it's not because I am overthinking it . . it's because I have saw it happening in front of my eyes. Constant ignoring and being left out in friends group it hurts ouch..and siblings their words hit like the worst at my heart. And nowadays the heart pain is weirdly alot I haven't told anyone yet about it being increased it's hurting my inner and outer self alot honestly. Cousins are nice but so rude all they have to say is get out or..I am annoying. Like no one is ready to listen to me anymore. Well I am back for now. But from 22nd September - 3rd October I will be inactive cuz of my exams and I'm so so stressed literally I can't describe how much stressed and pressurized I am nowadays. Everything is shattering and hectic. I hope you all have been good and healthy. I love u all saue muchiee and I am alive sadly. It's okay. I will now gonna pretend as in I'm fine. Cuz I have saw my value in everyone's life! πβπ»β€οΈβπ©Ή
1 month ago | [YT] | 2,410
ππ½πΌπ½_π΄πΉπΌπΌπΊπΆπ² πΉ.α
So..I'm backie loves! π«π₯
Imma explain again why I disappeared. Many valid reasons to be disappear. Actually in this short time I didn't texted anyone or replied to any texts of yours and I'm truly sorry for that cuz I had myself locked in my room and my phone was powered off by myself. Just I feel superbly unloved..discouraged and unseenedm it's like I have no value in anyone's life. I'm not much good as I was. I am feeling unloved alot by my parents it's like my younger and elder brother always gets the more love and it's not because I am overthinking it . . it's because I have saw it happening in front of my eyes. Constant ignoring and being left out in friends group it hurts ouch..and siblings their words hit like the worst at my heart. And nowadays the heart pain is weirdly alot I haven't told anyone yet about it being increased it's hurting my inner and outer self alot honestly. Cousins are nice but so rude all they have to say is get out or..I am annoying. Like no one is ready to listen to me anymore. Well I am back for now. But from 22nd September - 3rd October I will be inactive cuz of my exams and I'm so so stressed literally I can't describe how much stressed and pressurized I am nowadays. Everything is shattering and hectic. I hope you all have been good and healthy. I love u all saue muchiee and I am alive sadly. It's okay. I will now gonna pretend as in I'm fine. Cuz I have saw my value in everyone's life! πβπ»β€οΈβπ©Ή
1 month ago | [YT] | 2,410