Honestly, the fact that you’re still here, alive and doing better just makes me happy. And you’re right, not everyone would know if you need help, and I think that the help we really need is ourselves. We do know ourselves best, so in a way, we can be kind of our own therapist. Glad you’re getting help, and still continuing to live life. You deserve it goat 🔥
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I really feel this as someone who also has mental health struggles, and I want you to know that I and many others definitely do believe in you. Your talent in music and art directly makes every day better. Thanks for everything, Nick.
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Opening up to your struggles to other people is very brave! Good job! You're good enough!
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Nick Nitro, the man who can go from funni meme to deep philosophical thoughts. Jokes aside Nick, hearing your thoughts and feelings really help working though my own stuff. Keep being you man!
2 weeks ago
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I… can definitely relate, to some extent. No matter what though, there’s always people out there who care about you. Even if stuff’s rough, it’ll get better eventually!! I’m cheering for you!
2 weeks ago
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I'm having that struggle too. It's like the person I put on hold is finally letting themselves be a teen and learn to take those tiny risks. One day at a time <3
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honestly i can relate. i struggle with thing still from time to time. some days i feel really crappy and i listen to your music to help with those days. thanks for the remix man. wish you the best on your not so good days.
2 weeks ago
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I feel you. I already had Persistent Depressive disorder and social anxiety disorder, and it’s only been getting worse this week. On Tuesday I crashed my car (I’m fine, car totaled) and then I had to go in for a 12 hour unscheduled mandatory overtime on a few hours of sleep because of it. Then when I got there the second shift supervisors basically said “damn a car accident is crazy but you were late so I don’t care.” and also gave me attitude about needing my inhaler instead of being on the floor. I literally started crying before I even made it out there and had a panic attack that caused me to pass out and I ended up going home early. Yesterday i got suspended because I was adjusting something and someone(who doesn’t work in my area) told my supervisor I tried to cut my hand off in the machine and now they have to do an investigation. This whole week has been one giant mess and I’m really struggling right now with no one to really support me besides my dad; but I know things will only get better. Destiny wants to push me down but I’m stubborn and will keep getting back up. Plus, on the bright side, my work crush commended me for even showing up to work that day(she would’ve just said I’m not coming in today) and I got to spend a while talking with her so at least something good came out of this week. Sorry for rambling but it’s been a very stressful week
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As someone having to come to terms with he same stuff ( and having to get therapy, etc.) I get exactly what you are going through. Stay strong brother
2 weeks ago
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It may not mean a lot, but thank you for sharing. I thought I'd let you know how much your music has helped me personally through my own mental health episodes. I'm bi polar myself, man. I know that Chara can be loud some days, more than others. Just never give up your determination and show yourself mercy on those bad days. Thank you for all the music, and I look forward to seeing more from you!
2 weeks ago
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You made my childhood so good with the red megalovania and tokyovania control remixes u made thank you
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Nick, please do always remember that ending it all wouldn't get rid of the pain; it would just get rid of the opportunities for good things to happen, to do good things, and to make good choices.
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i’ve struggled with some of the things you mentioned, and still are, and i do recognize that i refuse to tell others, but i only do it because i don’t trust anyone enough to tell them about my emotions (doesn’t matter on the internet tho, since nobody knows me, of course)
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Não desista nunca cara, eu posso não te conhecer tão bem, mas o seu trabalho é incrível e tenho certeza que você é também, continue sendo forte, vamos estar aqui pra te ouvir sempre
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Healing is a long and arduous path when it's about mental health, and you can never fully recover. I've seen psychologists for most of my life, and I'm still learning much. About myself, boundaries, how to interact with others, how to properly grieve for what could have been. It gets lonely sometimes, but asking for help, even when you think you don't deserve it, is okay. And it sure helps. Of course, it's not easy, but it gets less frightening with time. Take your time, step after step. Things will get better.
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I'm on the same journey, as I'm sure a lot of people are. It's one hell of an up and down journey. Stay determined my friends. The light at the end of the tunnel won't always be visible, but it's out there somewhere.
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Make sure you extend those same courtesies to yourself. Don’t be dumb and say you’re an exception to that same self-kindness
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i'll keep this short since i don't wanna go on a full on ramble, but i get what it's like in a way. for one of my examples, it could be losing friends you've had for years, and to never end up seeing them again. it's a really hard thing to go through, and practically puts a thousand-ton weight on your back. but i've learned to keep walking even with that weight on me, and the more i walked, the easier it got. you'll see new people, see new best buddies, bring happier moments into your life. if you ever think about giving up, you won't be able to keep walking to see those good moments happen to you. basically, never give up man, no matter what happens. we believe in ya
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Nick Nitro
I don't normally talk too much about my mental health as you know, online stuff & privacy. but at the very least I can mention I have c-ptsd, depression, anxiety, etc. & it really affects my ability to function during certain times.
while this stuff isn't really a big deal to me, it just leaves me feeling overwhelmed & in pain, the worst part is it's unpredictable. I can't choose the days I'm okay.
I lived a rough life & now thankfully I'm at peace & happy today. but it's just something I deal with on a day to day basis, it's the reason the upload schedule get's interrupted. I get to where I can't sleep, exercise or just exist.
I've mentioned struggles, but I've never really opened up about this. because the inner voice is always like "all you are, are excuses, it'll never get better, you're insert terrible self talk here, etc, etc." I'm learning trying to just be kinder with myself, I'm getting help, I'm doing what I need to do to get better. but my therapist told me properly healing takes years, but there's that part that always wants it better now. but no grand gesture of healing will fix it, no magic moment will correct it, just love, peace, kindness toward myself & time.
sometimes when you struggle so long in silence, you wonder why people don't help. but nobody can read minds, finding the right people can be difficult or even just asking for help is impossible. but to taking any step is better than nothing, it's you. you gotta be kind toward you.
you can do it, if you're having a hard time or are alone today. believe in me & I'll believe in you.
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