Well, heya there! I am back (very long text warning)
So, I don't wanna make this long because I know imma get sentimental, but- it has been some really tough times for a while now (I guess you can tell, heh), so much so that I had been unable to even sketch something for myself, let alone work on any sort of finished work. I don't want to get into much detail since its nothing that big, just your good ol' college hell, adhd, depression and loss just coming all at once. But, I've finally worked up the courage to come back here to this channel, and I want to stay. I still have a lot of projects I'd love for you guys to see, and even if it will be a slow return, I do wish to start taking youtube seriously, since the support you guys have given to my small projects had really been a game changer for me, and its something I really love doing.
Alas, setting the mushy feelings aside! There will be some changes in my content, but here's a small list of 'em and the projects that I am currently working on bit by bit:
-Sadly, my encanto brainrot has passed and I am back into full stranger things (mostly byeler) obsession. HOWEVER- I do still plan on releasing the story of future days, though the length won't be the same and instead I'm gonna sum the whole thing in a single animatic to finally bring that era to a closure. (It is not a priority project right now, so please be patient with that one ;w;)
-I haven't been able to since the news got out about his passing, and I must admit I was really taken down for a while and even thinking about him still gets me to tears, but I will do a tribute animatic to Technoblade, as he was such an important inspiration in my work and life in general. and I would not forgive myself to at least put my little piece of "thank you" to him on the internet.
-As my stranger things obsession is back, I am currently working on a pmv and a small animatic (one at a time ofc) of the show and my content from now on will most likely start gravitating onto that. (the byeler brainrot is REAL yo)
-I also want to do more work I didn't had the chance to do before abou other fandoms I am in! I have a lot of Underworld Office scrapped content I wish to finish, sooooo much The Last Of Us animatic ideas and just variate my content a bit, I enjoy diving in into the creative process and I hope you guys are along for the ride!
-Also also, I want to start posting more original content, I love doing speedpaints so expect more of those! But also maybe some small quirky animations and maybe even gameplays with other friends who are more established content creators here. I've been thinking about doing chill streams just chatting and drawing with you as well, though I am still incredibly insecure about that one, it's still something I want to do.
-I just want to have fun, in general. I feel like my perfectionism has really taken a toll on my creative productivity (hence the reason this channel is so abandoned) so I am determined to start worrying less and enjoying more what I do, and just letting ideas free on the internet.
anyway- TL;DR: I miss you guys and I miss creating content for this channel, and I am willing to revive it; and I Hope you can be here to grow this little community with me :,) and also- thank you for caring, if you're still here waiting. It genuinely means the world to me and I cannot thank you enough.
Thank you for everything, and I will see you again.
ciphermeztli_x
Well, heya there! I am back (very long text warning)
So, I don't wanna make this long because I know imma get sentimental, but- it has been some really tough times for a while now (I guess you can tell, heh), so much so that I had been unable to even sketch something for myself, let alone work on any sort of finished work. I don't want to get into much detail since its nothing that big, just your good ol' college hell, adhd, depression and loss just coming all at once.
But, I've finally worked up the courage to come back here to this channel, and I want to stay. I still have a lot of projects I'd love for you guys to see, and even if it will be a slow return, I do wish to start taking youtube seriously, since the support you guys have given to my small projects had really been a game changer for me, and its something I really love doing.
Alas, setting the mushy feelings aside! There will be some changes in my content, but here's a small list of 'em and the projects that I am currently working on bit by bit:
-Sadly, my encanto brainrot has passed and I am back into full stranger things (mostly byeler) obsession. HOWEVER- I do still plan on releasing the story of future days, though the length won't be the same and instead I'm gonna sum the whole thing in a single animatic to finally bring that era to a closure. (It is not a priority project right now, so please be patient with that one ;w;)
-I haven't been able to since the news got out about his passing, and I must admit I was really taken down for a while and even thinking about him still gets me to tears, but I will do a tribute animatic to Technoblade, as he was such an important inspiration in my work and life in general. and I would not forgive myself to at least put my little piece of "thank you" to him on the internet.
-As my stranger things obsession is back, I am currently working on a pmv and a small animatic (one at a time ofc) of the show and my content from now on will most likely start gravitating onto that. (the byeler brainrot is REAL yo)
-I also want to do more work I didn't had the chance to do before abou other fandoms I am in! I have a lot of Underworld Office scrapped content I wish to finish, sooooo much The Last Of Us animatic ideas and just variate my content a bit, I enjoy diving in into the creative process and I hope you guys are along for the ride!
-Also also, I want to start posting more original content, I love doing speedpaints so expect more of those! But also maybe some small quirky animations and maybe even gameplays with other friends who are more established content creators here. I've been thinking about doing chill streams just chatting and drawing with you as well, though I am still incredibly insecure about that one, it's still something I want to do.
-I just want to have fun, in general. I feel like my perfectionism has really taken a toll on my creative productivity (hence the reason this channel is so abandoned) so I am determined to start worrying less and enjoying more what I do, and just letting ideas free on the internet.
anyway- TL;DR: I miss you guys and I miss creating content for this channel, and I am willing to revive it; and I Hope you can be here to grow this little community with me :,) and also- thank you for caring, if you're still here waiting. It genuinely means the world to me and I cannot thank you enough.
Thank you for everything, and I will see you again.
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