Halo Canon

Hello once again, Canonites. I've been fairly inactive as of late, and it is finally time to reveal what's been going on.

Back in March, I took a break from the channel for a week due to what I can only describe as a mental breakdown. Work was increasingly frustrating atop other issues including my insurance and recent flooding in my apartment. Returning to work after that, I found myself increasingly depressed whenever I worked on Halo-related anything; and while the Halo TV series and its marketing were a fun distraction from that, things have gotten to a point where I can't work on anything Halo related without inducing severe anxiety. Even typing this out has my hands shaking and my heart pounding.

This isn't the only point of stress in my life at the moment of course. I'm in the process of seeking help to sort through my issues, and as part of that process, I'm cutting out as many triggers for anxiety as possible. One step will be taking a break from this channel. I know I'm leaving some projects unfinished, and I'm truly sorry for that. However, as I said, producing content for this channel just isn't in the cards for me at the moment.

I hope y'all can understand, and thank you to all who do. While "Halo Canon" isn't in the cards for a while, I don't like sitting around with nothing to do. I've had a lot of ideas for non Halo videos over the years, and now might be a good time to explore that. We'll see.

Regardless, I do plan to return when I'm in a better place, mentally. I don't know how long that will be.

Sorry, and thank you.

Sincerely,
Ian

2 years ago | [YT] | 1,990



@EckhartsLadder 

You’re doing the right thing. Get yourself better

2 years ago | 185

@arnaudvanveeckhoven1633

No need to apologize, it is okay to not feel okay. Just take all the time you need. Do what you must to get better. We will all be rooting for you and be waiting for you to come back.

2 years ago | 80  

@ScourgeOTG

Hope you feel better soon my dude, and massive respect for acknowledging your roadblocks and taking action to try and circumvent any negatives they may throw in your way. Take your time, Halo will still be around when you're ready to return. Sealing the Hushed Casket in 5... 4... 3... 2... 1...

2 years ago | 60  

@paulmason7777

You come before anything else m'dude. As a fellow anxiety suffererer I can relate and know how damaging it can be to just try to push through it Be well, friend, and take care. I'd rather you come back if you're able, not because you feel you have to

2 years ago | 22  

@WizzoReal

You were one of the big reasons I found my love for Halo content creation and lore within the universe, so I truly thank you for that and for inspiring me. Take all the time you need. We all need a mental reset sometimes, and we'll all still be here when you make your return. All the best Ian, and take your time! <3

2 years ago | 36

@DeadlyHeadley

Take your time bud, your community isn’t going anywhere and you have our full support. Health comes first, and I’m sure I can speak for everyone here when I say you’ll be in our thoughts. Really appreciate all the work you do and thank you for being so open with us. I know that can’t have been easy 💚

2 years ago | 38

@anthonyramsden5645

I think everyone goes through something like this at least once in their life. I can tell by your openness and honesty in broaching it here, that you'll probably come out the other side stronger for it. Thanks for all the great content.

2 years ago | 9

@Covenant_Canon

I’m so sorry you’re going through some hard stuff. Take as long as you need to sort out your issues. You inspired me to pursue a Halo dedicated channel and as such I know the anxiety it can cause. Now and again we need a good ‘ld detox to restart the mind. I hope you feel better soon, my friend. In the meantime, Until we meet again, in Urs’ Everlasting Light!

2 years ago | 3

@LeadingMole058

Take all the time you need dude. Mental health should always be your first, second and third priority.

2 years ago | 2

@killerse7en677

Thank you for being open with your audience about the problems you’re going through. It takes a lot of courage to do that and you’ve earned my respect for doing so. I hope you can get through whatever you’re going through, especially since your videos have helped me get through my own anxieties. All the best, and I hope to see more of you when you’re back to feeling better.

2 years ago | 5

@ArcaneLegolad

Taking time for your health is important. Thanks for all the great content, and I wish you luck in figuring everything out.

2 years ago | 1

@Baytuh

Thank you for all of your hard work that you put into your Halo content please take as much time as you need. Your wellbeing takes priority over all else. Take care my friend.

2 years ago | 2  

@gearreadyforwar1545

It’s fine we understand,we hope you get better and take all the time you need to

2 years ago | 1

@avidrunes9442

Your content is incredibly valued and adored. Take all the time you need. We love you, man! Looking forward to your inevitable recovery! (Even if that means stepping away indefinitely, gotta take care of YOU)

2 years ago | 2

@Red_with_lead

I never get sick of watching your in depth dives. Get better friend.

2 years ago | 1

@ElevatedSkins

Best of luck and enjoy your space, fill it with joy and adventure and love whenever you can.

2 years ago | 1

@JulioJuan2024

Take your time buddy! No rush, we’ll be here when you’re feeling better! Full support

2 years ago | 2

@woodsyjones

We’re all with you buddy!!!!! We will be patient as long as it takes! Love you and your channel, take your time and focus on your well being! Love from NY

2 years ago | 1

@ReligiousFervor

Few channels come close to the sophisticated quality and research of your lore videos. I wish you the best.

2 years ago | 1  

@Tedthetableman

All the best man, mental health is no joke, I hope you get the help you need

2 years ago | 1