I feel you It's completely normal I think a good and practical way to try to escape from the feelings of doubt and give yourself room to breathe and practice is to play on an ALT account where no one expects a thing from you and see how well you do there as well as giving you the opportunity to try new characters
2 weeks ago (edited) | 0
ClownKingBent
Hey so I've recently been having doubts about my skills as Eggman in OM. I haven't won many solos and I can't deal with x's who decide to harass me out of the game (no hate there, I get it's necessary sometimes). It's starting to make me doubt if I'm a good one or I'm just good against new x's who don't know baiting.
Ever since I made that bodyguard video I've felt like I have a reputation to uphold and that I have to be a super egg 24/7 and it frustrates me when I can't even do something as simple as a solo.
I know I haven't played with many of you and I've probably left a bad impression in public, if so I apologize. I'm just looking for some support here cause I don't even know if I should have these feelings of constant "I must be great."
Sorry for the ranting, just been wanting to say this for weeks.
1 month ago | [YT] | 9